cause i don't feel like talking.

but i have something to say.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

morning peeps...

elo elo people..these days din write my blog..huhuhu miss my blog oledi! wake up write di..hahahaha..well well..i shall go straight 2 the point...do u feel sad when someone says bad or critisized u? of coz...its normal for us to feel sad or angry..well, i have experienced that...i used to get realllly furious....well well, later on, i learned that all these r even helpin me to build my confidence..hahahaha...its no weird at all...i learn not to care of wat others say....like the song 'all day'...i dun care wat they say abt me, its alright.....its alright..i dun care wat they think abt me, its alright..they'll geddit one day...this part is the most cun..hahahahaha....every one of us shud not care of wat others say....its their problem...if they like to gossip, let them larh...who r they...anyway?!? they r not so good after all...nobody is perfect..let them gossip lah..im sure God is fair..and they will kena one day....rememba dat day i was ill....tht day i reli felt uncomfortable..but by this, God is helping me..i don take this incident as something very malang or 'sui'.........i take this as something very beneficial...it does sound weird to u guyz..coz im sick, n im liking it??!?! lol...when im ill, i concentrated on God...im even closer to him after that incident! i have learned to rememba Him owez..i love Jesus lotzzzzzz!! now, i growing in Him..=) i wana be a fruitful servant of Him! =D when i look bek at my past, i realised i was like a childish gerl with her lame thinking...n i have hurt so many people...i feel guilty now...but some of them forgived me..and im very happy! coz its not easy to forgie sumone who hurt u before! well, im very happy about this...God has helped me..i thought he will never forgive me.....but he did!(my fren).. now,im growing stronger in Faith..i learned so many things...problems are helpin us secretly...itz just that we dunno dat..it helps us to concentrate on God, and even making us think maturely...it never rains, it pours..problems dont come one by one, it comes in a bunch...so wheneva u have a problem, turn to Jesus! there's no big problemz for Him! cuz He can solve everything! =D life has definitely ups and downz...coz life is not perfect...life is like a road....the road for us might not be straight..it can b narrow, with bumpz too....n we might fall...but wif Jesus, the road for us is straight...even if there r bumps, God will help us..cuz there's nothing impossible in Jesus! i can do all things thru Christ! i can even move the mountains...or even fly! hahahaha...ok..to the next point... when our loved ones leave us, we feel sad.....coz they left us...but we should not be sad...coz they r in Heaven...they left us bcoz God needs their help...=) we should think in a positif way...=) even though they left us, but they r still in our hearts..n we r missing them too...ystd i was flipping sum old photos, my parents marriage...they took the pictures...those were the dayz..they look so diff now..hahahahahah....n there's 1 picture i saw my grandpa....i still miss Him.....='( even though he departed already, he iz still in my heart..=) luv ya granpa lotzzzzz..... ok so guyz, if there r ppl talking bad abt u, juz dun care.....they'll get it one day...sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh juga....=D hahahahaha... n if u r sad with life, dont ever give up....coz living life to the fullest is the greatest achievement of all! u completed the race...=) if someone leaves u, dont be discouraged ...God needs their hand...and no matter wat, they r still in ur hearts...who knows, u might meet them in heaven later..=D