breaking down

life is so hard. i just heard another bad news. another thing which i fear most has yet to become the truth. everything happened so drastically right in front of my eyes. why o why? why me but not others?everytime i wake up. im worried. im worried about everything. even though it seems impossible for us to go through this obstacle. it is impossible. i really do hope that You will make miracles happen. it seems impossible through our eyes. but with You, im sure that we can get through this.life is so hard. its very hard. why all these? why do problems exist? why why why? why do these stupid problems come looking for us?i dont want those thigns i fear most be the truth. i dont want. i totally dont want. i really hate it! this world is so unfair! why others get to enjoy we are suffering right here? pain pain pain!

Dear Lord, i really dont want it to be the truth. show us the right way, o Lord. i dont want these to be the truth. i dont want. why do these problems look for us? everytime i wake up, i am very worried. i am afraid that it might happen today. i dont want. im scared, o Lord. im scared. im very very scared. its just so impossible for us to achieve our goal. i want our goals to be possible, o Lord. with You, i am sure that the impossible can be possible. Lord, please hold our hands. gather us in Your arms. we desperately need You. only You can help us. Lord, im starting to lose my confidence that we might not get through this. im always thinking of the negative side.will it happen, o Lord? i have faith in You alone. i leave everything unto You. i give all my everything to You. i commit myself to You. just to You alone. Lord, please hold our hands. have mercy on us. we want to see Your light. we want to see miracles happen. we want to be Your fruitful servant. only You can change things. i believe in You, Lord. in Christ i place my trust. no matter what happens in the future, i will always worship You. determine our steps, Lord. we desperately need You. help us, Lord. answer our prayers. i know You definitely will. hold my hands, Lord. help me to get through this pool of sadness and misery. i dont want to get drown in it. Lord, You are mighty. You are my only God. my one and only Lord. i'll never know how much it costs to see my sins upon the cross. Lord, forgive us for all our misdoings. we repent, o Lord. take away all our suffering and pain. take it away. go away! bring happiness to us, Lord. we believe that You can do that. You are wonderful o Lord. we are deeply in love with You. we will always hold on to You. we will always rejoice and praise You for You are our only Lord. nothing can change the truth. dear Lord, answer our prayers. i know You will make miracles happen for You are mightier than the waves, higher than the mountains. You are our provider. we have faith in You. we will walk with You together. now, always and forever.