Ceaseless complaints and mindless rantings. That is what I do, on a daily basis. Mundane it may seem, how I wished I could regurgitate all my bad habits.

[bitchingbackbite mode on]
I argued with my senior today, due to some reasons. He did not want to admit his mistake, and he was practically raising his tone on me. So, I got pretty angry and I gave him a piece of my mind. I was being brutally honest, sarcastically frank and polite. I spoke up for what was right. Basically, I don't care whether they're my seniors, well, I do respect them, but if they're in the wrong and yet they don't admit it, I would never hesitate to give them a smack on their face to tell them what's going on. If they're giving some ideas which are inappropriate, I beg to differ - regardless of who's older and who's more 'experienced'. If they're unhappy for what I've done, they can bring my post down or perhaps even expel me, but they can never bring me down or make me feel dejected. To sack me/expel me/lower my post based on that small matter? Uh-uh, I think that's an immature act. Instead, they should settle this matter properly.

It is not easy to survive and cope around bunch of foolish jerks and imbecile nincompoops. They are always threatening us, telling us that if they are not satisfied with our performance, the chances of getting a yellow letter (warning letter. 3 yellow letters and out you go)/getting sacked (frankly speaking, in certain cases) is indeed very high. They complain about our attitude... which is a stereotype. They complain the same old thing almost every year? Geez, I'm not that gullible to believe those stupid crap. Its.. far from true.

Sometimes I feel like resigning and just fulfill my duty as a normal student. The advantages are no peer pressure, no more stress and of course, no more facing dumb retards who don't have common sense. It's a virtue to have common sense for complete retards like them. Certainly, I can't assume that all of them are complete retards, well, a handful of them aren't and I'm thankful and I appreciate their existence. But I have beared with them for 4 years, so why can't I just bear with them for another year? One more year.. and Eden shall descend on me. I live up to my own expectancy, and not theirs. I'm not some bleach blond Barbie doll who will let others take charge of me.
[bitchingbackbite mode off]

[imaginative mode on]
I would loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove to :
-have unlimited source of ice-creams, chocolates, good food in my refrigerator. I have a sweet tooth :)
-have an enormous wardrobe, lots of clothes that fit my taste, shoes, ranging from sneakers to pumps, handbags, accesories and the list goes on for eternity. I have a penchant for all these kind of things. I think I'm getting a little too greedy. I seem to cloud myself with mirages and illusions that will never seem to happen. Hahaha~
-shop 24/7. ^_^
-shout at some mindless jerks out there. I guess I will never be able to think rationally. Hahaha~
-have millions of technologically-sophisticated-and-savvy electronic devices. Cooleos~!
-have the whole collection of DVDS of my favourite dramas like Heroes, Grey's Anatomy, Arrested Development, Prison Break, Korean dramas, TVB dramas and much more >_^
-play all kinds of musical instruments. Awesomeness!
-have at least 12 hours of sleep everyday. No more eyebags, YAY-ness! >=)
-have thousands of books cause I love reading. It helps me to keep stress at bay :)
-burn sabotage my Internet provider's office down because the Internet bill is so freaking pricey and yet as slow as a snail. They limit my download speeds too. My Internet modem goes bonkers, like, practically, all the time. I wished my Internet connection was 5GBs :D
-travel to every corner of the world and shop,eat and enjoy to the fullest.
-be more intelligent, well, smarter than Pak Kheong would do :)

and... the list goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on :D

[imaginative mode off]

Delusions. Dang.... @_@


PS: I shall be on hiatus starting from the beginning of May. I will be back..... someday. ;)