Sometimes I am thankful that some hot guys are gay. Or at least, I think.

Because I know, I cannot have him. And the best thing is, no one else can when I can't. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROFLMAO.

Although it hurts a tiny bit, but deep down there's actually a slight twinge of happiness. HAHA 8)

AND I HAVE 2 FRIENDS OF MINE WHO CAN'T HELP BUT AGREE TO THIS. I don't think I would reveal their names, but it is REALLY OBVIOUS. HAHAHAH.

I shall not elaborate further on this matter :)

You know what?

It is such a bane to be crazy for pool right now. Stupid timing. I should be undergoing the process of nerdification right now but I'm actually looking forward to have some good game with my pals till late night.

WEEKENDS ARE ALWAYS SHORT AND LAZINESS ALWAYS KICKS IN. I am annoyed at the fact that laziness and procrastination never fail to dwell in me especially during the weekends. I contradict myself practically all the time by saying I want to push myself further to strive beyond my limits and then I hopelessly find myself idle at the same time.

You know what?

I hate posting pictures in my blog cause it is too much of a hassle and this lousy computer of mine turns off by itself when I run too many applications on it (like only MSN, winamp and Firefox). I know, Blogger has that draft-saving thingy, but by the time my computer revives back to its original state, I forget what to write. And also, my thoughts - which I have painstakingly taken the time to squeeze my brain till the juice comes out.

And when I could finally have a slight grasp to it, the stupid computer annoys me once again and dies on the spot. I have 0 patience. It is impossible for me to pen my thoughts down cause I would be so busy kicking and cursing this piece of crap.

To my disbelief, it is alive again. Then it is dead. It is then alive. And dead. And alive. Dead. Alive. Dead. The process becomes so mundane that you have already acquired immunity against it.

.....shall go do some Math now. But I am feeling a tad sleepy. This stupid idiosyncrasy (of being super duper slow in doing Math especially at night) of mine is really aaaannnnoooooyyyyyiiiiiinnnnngggggg!

EDIT: Oh my goodness, I wonder what went wrong today because I couldn't even hit the stupid red balls into the pocket. I tried hitting it, hoping that it would move to the pocket at 90°. But it moved in an opposite direction, messing up the entire arrangement!!!!!!! It is probably because of the stupid table and the cue(?) since Khai and I took a whooping 30 minutes to complete it.

I guess I'd still prefer playing in private, in Ken's hang out crib, since there will be no eyes watching from afar, no pressure, etc. Best of all, it is free of charge! Now, who doesn't love free stuff?!