Okay.. so I finally had some bit of time to blog when I'm not supposed to. And it feels so.. sinful and wonderful at the same time. Simple because I love slacking (duh) and SPM is creeping up my ass day by day. I've been going out too frequently, but my whims and fancies are 50% fulfilled, so I'm contented, erm, a tad... but too much time wasted just like..that. Oh dear, I'm drowned in self guilt.

Okay lar enough of nonsensical kata-kata aluan.

Why is it so difficult for us to stay neutral? Subconsciouly, we can be biased at times, especially in judging situations and playing the blame game (which all of us are infamous for, undeniably). At times, we act as if we have an upper hand which literally means, we can be bossy and dominant most of the time. Those are my pet peeves, people who have so much of ego and pride, and yet selfish when it comes to decisions. Ironically, I see that in myself, too. I'm not perfect, I have my flaws and shortcomings. And it is even tougher because I am a perfectionist, and I certainly cannot accept my flaws.

But no, things don't work out like that. Someday somehow life will teach you to accept your imperfections. And being humble, too. Because life has its own turmoils and conundrums. But worry not, because for every single thing that you gain in life.. is worthwhile. The process may be bitter... but the aftermath is sweet =)

Do you think that intelligence surpasses hard work and efforts? Frankly I'm quite confused, though.

A nemesis is about to begin.. super cliche, I know. But wtha the heck la giler babi.

and I will be giving my best shot :)