cause i don't feel like talking.

but i have something to say.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

I was so enthusiastic about blogging. I used to be an avid blogger. I was so into writing. I guess I'll drop by once in a while to post some stories in my blog. I don't feel like writing about my private life here. It seems.. I don't know. Undescribable.

Faith. The strength to believe that the impossible can be possible.

What is faith without hope? It would be meaningless. Without hope, faith is meaningless. And when without faith, hope is meaningless. Do the pieces still fit? I reckon not.

Rainbows used to be in every corner, in every smile and laughter and in every single tear. Those were the nostalgic halcyon days, where the rainbows would shine at every part of the horizon and the sun would be smiling.

We were so enthusiastic about fixing the puzzles together back then. It seemed short, and yet very blissful at the same time. Those were the times where we felt love revolving around us. Those were the times we felt that we were meant for each other. Those were the times we felt that we've found the other half. Those were times where we felt like we were flying among the clouds.

As time passes, things weren't the same anymore. There was no more joy, even if it had, it lasted for a short period of time. Without realizing, the pieces seemed to fall bit by bit. It was in a mess. The pieces were shattered. No matter how hard we tried to put the pieces back, it never worked. Our efforts were futile. We were not as enthusiastic as before. Where did our love go? Our hearts. It seemed hollow and void. Perhaps we should learn to let go. We should never dwell in the past anymore. Maybe we have to resign to fate. Maybe destiny's not our game. More often than not, we felt pangs of sorrow stabbing our souls. It lingered. The pain lingered.

Our hearts can still feel the twinges when we reminisce about the fact the pieces don't fit anymore. Things can never be the same again, although it never ceases to amaze us that we've been through this far.

Goodbye.