cause i don't feel like talking.

but i have something to say.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Summertime,
And the livin' is easy
Fish are jumpin'
And the cotton is high


Frank Sinatra - Summertime.

Suffice to say, he has that badboy voice that screams sexy. Sensual seduction? HAHA LMAO. I know, I sound like a bimbotic grandmother, but whatever. The original singer was actually George Gershwin, and yeah, I actually do enjoy listening to songs back to the 50s, especially late at night when it's raining :)

I love Sundays. Especially today. I'm feeling hyped, as usual :D

I'm not going to let the small things affect my mood, or whatsoever. Although I'm super broke and I'm so deprived of shopping, its okay. I'm feeling good. I made a vow with Ashley to attend Seventeen's Summer Splash next year. Haha.

You know, what? I met one of the nicest mr cabbies last Friday, unlike those who speak in alien languages that I cannot decipher and suck your money like blood.

I wanted to tell him this, though :

"If I were goddess I would have blessed you with Jessica Alba"

Just being random, by the way :)

Loves.

Friday, May 23, 2008

If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me
No baby please don't go
If you leave me now, you'll take away the very heart of me

Chicago - If You Leave Me Now.


Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. I'm feeling crabby, not because of I'm having menses or what, but its because of American Idol. I rooted for David Archuleta to win, ever since the moment he went for audition, to the preliminary rounds, to the top 24, top 12 and finally the top. I don't care what other people say about him lah, honestly, because my opinions matter most, not others :P My mom was rushing to do her errands so she could watch the finale result show, while I was in school sitting for my Physics paper. The grand finale was the bomb, of course, no doubt that David Archuleta was the winner of the night. His singings are still ringing in my mind, and heck, I'm not having hallucinations.

Imagine.. Angel.. Don't let the sun go down on me.. Paradise..

Hah.. I can hear people giving excuses. No hun, we don't need to prove our capabilities by giving excuses :D

So, yeah, all the Cookie fans were gloating and taunting me, as I expected, and some people had to rub it in and be batu api(s). Americans are dumb mah, its proven in the ultra lame are you smarter than a 5th grader game show. Besides that, manures won and all the manure fans were bombarding me with their endless mockings, as usual, especially in school. I'm pretty much used to it already, but nevertheless I'll always stay loyal to the Gunners. Get over it!

You know.. great ideas often receive violent opposition from mediocre minds. Haha :)

School's exams are over, and I'm feeling super hyped despite the fact that I'm actually quite sleep deprived for the past few weeks. Besides, the holidays are here, and I'm all geared up for it. I'll seize every opportunity I have, and grasp every moment of happiness.

I'll be partying all night long with my bffs tonight. I wonder who will be the first to get wasted. Haha. Gempak!!

Saturday, May 10, 2008

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble


Macy Gray - I Try.

I'm bound to screw up my History test on Tuesday, so you guys can give me a hand of applause plus a standing ovation and I'd be very much happy about it.

Right now, my heart weeps for nostalgia. Reminiscing about the good times we had made me smile and giggle like a child, but the aftermath was just unbearable. I realized that I miss it. Too much. I do still feel the twinges when I think about it. It was the best moment of my life, where it reached the climax, and where we were like hippies living like there's no tomorrow.

I guess I'm just a little unwell. Blame it on the late night blues.

It hurts me like hell when I rewatch the videos, again and again. I hate to say this, but I'm tearing it is really heartbreaking. Yes, a nutty and apathetic person like me, would break down because of this matter. The hardest part was letting go, not taking part.

Till now, I still don't know why I'm tearing. Period.