cause i don't feel like talking.

but i have something to say.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

I've always had the penchant of dissing people, especially, some annoying teachers who get paid for nothing. Basically, there's nothing wrong with being sarcastic, really, and yet some over-sensitive people take things to heart and make a big hoo-ha over it. So, I've rebelled against quite a number of teachers and also prefects, to be frank with you. I honestly don't care if they were to send me to the disciplinary teacher, or give me 50 demerits, because I really don't care. Today is the day where I stopped caring. About obeying the stupid rules, because I literally think that devoting this particular 17th year of my princessy life to this prison-like school is far off worser than being a vegetarian for the rest of your entire life. Pun intended, yo!

But yeah, I am going to great lengths to stop involving myself in heated arguments, disputes and also verbal attacks against prefects and teachers, but nevertheless, it is really difficult and tedious, at times. It can get really ugly (I ain't any amazon. Haha) when I start losing my temper and then I start unleashing the natural sarcasm I have within me, accompanied with a tad of profanity (not anymore), towards teachers and some prefects who devote their virginity (metaphorically) to the prefectorial board. Look, your time in high school is very limited. Why are you being so stupid to allow yourself to be tied down by bondage to rules and restrictions when you can actually enjoy and savour every sweet moment of high school? You're just being dumb to serve the school. Get a life lah. Not like its going to give you cash or earn you a living when you go out to work.

Yeah, yeah. Apparently it helps to bring out the best in you by training your leadership skills. I say bullcrap lah, because most prefects are oh-so-busy with their prefectorial work that they have no time to finish their homework. Will this make you a good leader? Its obvious, NO. Unless you are Hiro Nakamura or something, that you can freeze time and finish all your assignments on time.

Power frenzy, too. Look at those poor thing(s) who are shouting at us and herding us like animals for the sake of putting up a show in front of their seniors. First and foremost, you do not even need to do this in the first place because, if you are really really capable and you are the born-type leader, I am sure that others can see it as well. Being power frenzy is not going to guarantee your future la. In my opinion, it is only putting your future to jeopardy, because you are so deprived of power and status, that no one will ever dare to socialize with you as if you are kurap or something.

And also one more thing, politeness matters a lot. Come on la, when I am a tad sarcastic to you budak sial, you make a big fuss about it. I am being polite, and sarcastic. So, what's wrong? I am not being crude or rude, anyway. And apparently, that is considered melawan pengawas. I say, my foot. Go read your senarai nilai, and look up to nilai hemah tinggi.

After much deliberation, I finally had the guts to rant everything out, and if you are offended, I am sorry for not being sorry for what I have said above. Again, pun intended! Of course, I can't say that all the prefects are like that, maybe a handful of them. If you think you're not, then you're not. If you think you are, then you are, but, if you think you're not but you're slightly offended, it still means you are, because, siapa yang makan cili, dia yang terasa pedas (he who eats the chilli will taste its spicyness). If you would like to beg to differ with me, do confront me. Don't be a sissy who moans in pain silently and talks nothing but pure crap behind my back. Confront me and talk something constructive, I promise I won't bite. I am polite, but I cannot guarantee a sarcasm-free and a CAPS free conversation, because that is just my idiosyncrasy. Haha xD

Well, all in all, I don't see a need for my disciplinary teacher to promote the prefectorial board, and also to emphasize about it. Because he knows that our school will go topsy-turvy without the existence of the school prefects. Then, it would be mayhem.

Fun, isn't it? Haha.

Friday, February 01, 2008

I could see everything being taken away from me. Silenced. Period.