cause i don't feel like talking.

but i have something to say.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Holy cow, my trial exams were completely disastrous. Damn it! I got so damn low marks for everything. EVERYTHING! Darnnnnnn! I wouldn't even want to imagine about PMR. If this was the real PMR, I would be a dead meat. Man, so many disappointments. I'm so tired of it. Urghh. PMR is just a tick away and I can't afford to get this kind of super duper low marks. Arghhhhhhhhh! This has made me so tensed up. 27 damn days left and I cannot procrastinate anymore. I really wanna pass my exams with flying colours, though it looks impossible on the outside. I want my efforts to be paid off. Desperately. My grades are getting worse and I'm really worried. Sighs*

Oh yeah, dang that stingray. Grrs.

All I need is Faith, Assurance and Confidence. I shouldn't be clinging onto the past anymore. I'm craving for 7'AS right now. 7A's in my stupid PMR will be the best present ever for Christmas. Lord, will you answer my prayer? It looks impossible, but I really do hope that I can achieve that. I should just forget the past and work hard. I'll work my butts off and fo whatever it takes to get 7A'S! I'll help myself and You'll help me, right? My trust is in You, Lord. By the way, if you're a Christian, and so happen you're reading this, I have a small favour to ask for. Please pray for me and my friends, so that we're able to score well in our upcoming PMR exams. Thank you for your kind attention and your prayers too. May God bless you.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Few things that you might not know =).
  • I detest lala people who try to be cool. I can't stop laughing at their dumbness and stupidity.
  • I hate it when people tune their radio up to the max, unwind their car windows and screech to a halt with their stupid dumb noisy engines, trying to woo girls. This is so dumb and it has been really rampant.
  • Techno songs. It is not cool and only lala people have a penchant for these kind of meaningless songs. Suits them.
  • I love being sarcastic and I know it is not very nice. I have my flaws, too! I'm trying hard not to evince them but it doesn't seem to work.
  • I hate rap and hip hop songs. Not all, of course. Some songs are exceptional.
  • I detest prick-teasers. What a terrible eye sore. There are so many prick-teasers in my school and yet I have to face them everyday. Keeping my patience at bay.
  • I love butteflies. They're just so lovely =)
  • I detest girls who act cute. So darn vain and goosy.
  • I love lame movies. It is very entertaining. Hahahas.
  • I am a perfectionist. I want things to be perfect in my eyes.
  • I am a procrastinator. I always complete my assignments at the eleventh hour.
  • I'm lazy. Very lazy in fact.
  • I cannot tolerate people who likes to jump into conclusion without knowing what's going on. I tend to sting them by being rebellious :o
  • I like handsome boys. Perhaps it's just infatuation at first sight. But I'm not obsessed with them like some of my friends. When you go overboard, it'll only make you sound real stupid.
  • I tend to hold grudges in my heart. I'm trying to be forgiving!
  • I get offended and hurt easily. My heart's pretty fragile, you know.
  • I think that relationships beyond this point are pointless. It's just.. puppy love. Grow up and think, people. Stop dreaming and wake up. (I apologise if this offended you or something)
  • I am very hot-tempered but I cool down quite fast. It's sorta balanced anyway. Hahahas
  • I'm a shopping queen and I'm materialistic. I love cash. $_$ LoL!
  • I detest exams. Hate it. Hate it.
  • I've been hurted in the past. It did affect me but now it doesn't. Hoorays!
  • I love designs! Might considerate it as my career in the future. Well, nobody knows. God has plans for me and I'll just go with the flow =)
  • I get really furious about things like abused animals, abortion, crime cases.
  • I love to be in love =) (Not now, sooner of course)
  • Phua Chu Kang is incredibly lame. Uh ugh.
  • I do use vulgar language. I know it is nasty, but I hardly use it anyway.
  • I love chillies. Chillies love me. x)
  • I'm very absent-minded. Looks like my brain's shrinking. No! Touch wood!
  • I like pink a lot. It brings out the feminine side of a woman.
  • I hate it when people intimidate and look down on me. They censure me like nobody's business. And I'll curse behind their back. Hahahas (Now I don't. Cursing is bad)
  • I always listen to my heart and I do not think of the repercussions for what I've done.
  • I hate being reprimanded even though I'm in the wrong. 8)
  • People who brag a lot do piss me off, at times.
  • When I'm in a mediocre mood, I prefer to be in solitude. It somehow makes me feel better.
  • I'm quite emotional, at times. I can laugh right now and the very next minute I can be crying.
  • I have a sweet tooth ; )
  • Golden Boronia Nougat is awesome. Pure awesome.
  • I hate gothic and macabre pictures.
  • I totally hate sadists and chauvinists.
  • Korean movies are best for couch potatos like me. Hehehes
  • I have interest in cosmetics. Expensive cosmetics are such a love for me, though I have not started using it yet. =)
  • I absolutely adore dogs. They're such loving and loyal friends. ; )
  • I am 160cm+ and still growing. Yays.
  • I am always fascinated by the wonders of Mother Nature. So serene. Its pristine beauty is beyond words.
  • I suck in sports. Wished it could be better, dude.
  • I'm very weight conscious but not health conscious. I love stuffing myself with junk food and unhealthy food (They taste so darn good and it's hard for me to resist the temptation of it)
  • Rainy days are wonderful. Chill out in your crib, curl up in your cozy bed, sip some hot drinks, read a book and listen to some mellow tunes. That would be just perfect.
  • I like Ikea =)
  • I am afraid of cockroaches. No, I do not scream when I bump into them. It just gives me some sorta disgusting feeling and I'll just grab my insect spray and aim at them =)
  • I absolutely detest History! My teacher made me hated it more because she couldn't stop telling us how much she adores History. Pretty lame uh. Oh yeah, she's real lazy, too. Couldn't be bothered anyway.
  • I hate mischievious children who are spoiled brats. They're such a nuisance! Feel like shouting and slapping them for once and for all. Grrh.
  • My studies are a disaster. Don't wanna go into it. Harhar.
  • I love being euphoric (Who doesn't?). The feeling is just...good.
  • I do not wreak havoc. I create them. Hahahas.
  • I was 18kg when I was 7. I'm not anorexic =)
  • My blog's birthday is just next month! Hahahas. *grins widely*
Getting more tensed up as the day gets nearer. *mourns*