I am rewriting the whole story again. My brain juice has dried up and I've been cracking my head day and night to continue the story. I guess I need to do a little planning first before I decide what to write. I managed to write till chapter 5, but I found the storyline/plot too stereotype and cliche. The story seems hanging lah. Maybe I'll get some inspiration from the dramas. But I don't want to plagiarize. When I have finalized everything then I will post the chapters here lah. Hehe xD

The exams were a FATAL BLOW to me. I almost died on the spot when I glanced through the question papers. Chemistry was a smack on the face. Physics was a spank on the ass. A hard one in fact. Biology was a sting of Belladonna. I doubt that I'll get mediocre marks. It would probably be worse. Let bygones be bygones lah. No point harping on the past, right? I don't want to be bothered by the past mistakes. And now I'll be having a one week break before the exam resumes. All the best to the PMR candidates! May God give you the faith and also the wisdom to do well in the examinations. Take a leap of faith and I'm sure that your efforts will be paid off.

I guess I'd have to work much harder next time. And I've got to refrain myself from cussing. And not to mention that I am seriously deprived of sleep. I've been having 2 hours of sleep everyday. I am increasingly feeling like a living mutilated zombie in the Twilight Zone. And I need eternity to replenish my snoozing time but no, I can't slack. Aih. My stack of DVDs are all covered in dust already. But I managed to watch Perfect Stranger. Must unwind a bit. I don't want to go the asylum lah. Haha 8) PS was okay, but my brother said it was too cliche. Ya mer? Not bad la, but too much of profanity only.

Alright, toodles everyone~
GBU 8D

Those who sow in tears shall reap in joy. He who continually goes forth weeping, bearing seed for sowing, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him. Psalm 126:5, 6

Tears play a unique role in spiritual breakthrough. This text tells us that the planting of seeds accompanied by a spirit of brokenness will not only bring a spiritual harvest of results, but will leave the sower with a spirit of rejoicing in the process. Scripture teaches us that tears have a variety of purposes and functions related to what might be termed "the ministry of tears."

Tears of sorrow (2 Kin. 20:5) are brought on by the helplessness of our physical frailty.
Tears of joy (Gen. 33:4) rejoice in relationships restored.
Tears of compassion (John 11:35) in caring for the pain of others.
Tears of desperation (Esth. 4:1, 3), crying out for the help only God can give.
Tears of travail (Is. 42:14) in bearing down to give birth to the new thing God has promised to do.
Tears of repentance (Joel 2:12, 13), weeping because of our sin.

It is in our heart, softened by tears, where we must plant. And in such fertile soil, the precious seeds will grow and bring a joyous and abundant harvest.

I SHOULD be studying right now, but here I am, procrastinating. Anyway I have something to share. Here's some food for thought :)

Fear, worry, stress, distress, and anxiety, are common words in our culture...and unfortunately all too common in our experience. We're living in an age that is filled with so much tension and so much pressure.

Have you ever noticed how every day we are force-fed a steady diet of anxiety-producing information? We can't escape it - whether it is on a global, national, or a personal scale. All of us have lives filled with things which can cause distress...and it is something we must learn to deal with.

The good news is this: We can win over worry! As a matter of fact it is absolutely essential that we not become victims of worry, but victors over worry through Jesus Christ. As believers in Jesus Christ, you and I have resources... we have strength that no one else has outside of Christ. In fact, our Lord knew how worry can dominate our lives, so He spoke specifically to those things that can produce panic instead of peace for us.

His challenge is found in Matthew 6 beginning in verse 25:

Click to read : Matthew 6:25-34

Do you see it? Jesus said it over and over again. "Do not worry... do not worry." And yet perhaps among the people of God this is the most common sin of all. Most Christians would say, "Well, I don't participate in the sins of dissipation. I don't drink. I don't smoke. I don't chew. I don't go with girls who do." And yet you are a worrier and you are troubled and tense and nervous and anxious and wringing your hands and worrying about yesterday, today and tomorrow.

And yes, worry is one of the most devastating sins of all. It's time to take this sin in our lives seriously. It's time to attack it in the authority that we have in God's Word and in the power of His Spirit. It is time to defeat this enemy of our souls.

In Matthew 6:25, Jesus tells us, "Do not worry about your life; what you're going to eat, what you're going to drink, or about your body, what you're going to put on." Why? Because worry is totally useless. It accomplishes nothing.

Now, the worry Jesus is talking about is the needless, useless kind of anxiety that just chokes the life out of you. Have you ever analyzed the things that you worry about...that we all worry about? Well, for one we worry about those things that have happened... things that happened in the past. We worry about past failures and past decisions that we have made. Some people live every day chastised by what happened yesterday - and often many yesterdays ago.

What is done is done. Thank God for His forgiveness. Thank God for His grace. We don't have to live in guilt and fear and failure of the past. You and I need to stop worrying about yesterday.
Then we worry about those things that might happen... but never do happen. Our lives are lived by "What if...." We think catastrophically of all the things that might terrorize us and bring us to our knees.

There was a story about a husband and his wife who were awakened in the middle of the night by something stirring downstairs in the kitchen. So the husband got up to find a man with a mask stealing things out of the kitchen. The husband asked, "Sir, are you a burglar?" He said, "Yes, I am." He said, "Well, just a minute. Will you come upstairs and meet my wife? She's been expecting you for 30 years!"

Obviously we can't control the future! Jesus said in verse 34, "Don't worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about it's own things."

Then there are those things that we worry about that do happen. Some people worry about death. Well, death is going to happen unless Jesus comes in our lifetime! But some people are so worried about dying that they never get on with living.

My dear friends, I want you to know you can count on the fact that Jesus makes all things beautiful in His time. And when you pass through the deep waters, He said, "I will be with you." But worrying about it only adds to the weight and only disrupts God's healing presence in our lives. Worry is useless. I want you to defeat the worry in your life and grasp hold of the truth Jesus promises:

"Therefore do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you." Matthew 6:31-33

Take a leap of faith! And trust Him :)

God bless! ^_^

Credits to Dr Jack :D