~euphoRia~

euphoria! im feeling really really happy right now!i got through the auditions! and now, im officially in WK's worship music team! hooRay! im so so so happy. today was so much of fun. it is really fun to be in the worship team! cool and superb! haha. im really glad that im in! at first i felt a little uncomfortable as i was really blur. then later, i got used to it. and it is really fun! so FuN! hahaha. ~rawk on~

school was fine. everything went smoothly. about orientation? dont wanna mention it. at first, it was quite torturing but after that incident it was okay. i thought my seniors are those nasty ones. instead, they are very nice people! go LPS! haha! gambateh ya! choir was spectacular. i learned many things. i enjoyed myself. and leo! ROAR ROAR ROAR! my duty falls on 10/3. my shift is on 9.30 till 11. actually i am supposed to be in school today for my leo orientation. had to paint the class. but i wasnt free.

im quite lost right now. okay, lets name the both of them, A, B and C. A is really cool. the first time i met him i liked him. haha. he is quiet (i guess), who hardly speaks. but the feeling just fades. its just infactuation! i wouldnt call it love.. hahaha... B is a Christian. he is in form 5 this year. i dont know why i fell in love with him! yeah, sounds so ridiculous. but, i just seem to like him. he looks kinda cute. (as for me). HAHa. but i aint that type of person who looks on the outside. HEY! i look more in the inside ok! haha, again. I-N-F-A-C-T-U-A-T-I-O-N! haha, but the feeling comes and go. hahaha. nothing special. C is a really quiet person. same age as me. but i seem to 'like' him. or is it jealousy causing me to be like this? well, i do not know. im trying to get rid of these infactuation thingy! it aint gonna bring me any good... hahaha... i should concentrate more on my studies. and spiritually. these things are just temporary. it'll disappear after a few days. HAHAha.

im back to my old self again. O2Jam fever! hahaha. im back ! the return of the jedi! or should i say return of Joanne? urrh, L-A-M-E. haha. projects gonna start soon. im prepared for it! because i know i can do it! YES! because i have faith in Christ! nothing is impossible through Christ! Amen!

thank You Lord for taking all my sadness and worries away. thank You so much for guiding me! You have helped me. thank You so so so much. Lord, You are my sunshine! =D

tough~!

life for me is getting tougher. i finally accomplished my BM aural test for pmr. guess what. i got straight a's! im so happy.... (not bragging).. i hvae 2 more weeks to get 105 signatures. time is running out. i dont have enough time to get of all of it because im too busy! as you see, i have choir meeting everyday during recess. i cannot stay back at school everyday as i have lots of other things to do. i do not know whether i can finish this. all of them are giving stupid tasks for us to do. what can i do? i have to be foolish. i have to follow what they say. sounds like im a servant. like a kuli. true true true! orientation is so.. one word - suckish. more than words could ever say.

yesterday was valentine's day. nothing special for me. another ordinary day for me. yet a busy day. i had a few monthly tests. the time given was not enough! besides, the exams were super super hard. i dont really hope for good results this time. but i just wish that i'll get an 'a'.

just now smokie was whining. i went out and see. poor thing! smokie was drenched in the rain rain. she was shivering there. i quickly wiped her with her towel. and gave her a cookie. smokie was different today. what i mean is today she is not as hyperactive as before. she looked - sad. i could sense that. i asked my mom because i was curious. then i got to know that smokie was punished of being naughty. she looked pathethic. it made me felt guilty. yea, L-A-M-E!! but nevermind. smokie doesnt care about it. in fact, she always wags her tail. she's always happy. HAha =D

i'll be extremely busy like a bee for this year. i can only touch the computer on weekends ( as i said in my previous post). sometimes i do not have time to touch the computer. too busy to be busier. no choice~! gotta work hard to achieve my goal!

windows live messenger is awesome. its an advanced version of MSN messenger. not everybody can install it unless someone invites you and sends you a mail. the concept is similar to gmail. im glad that me and my brother are able to use WLM! its just too awesome and cool! much much nicer than the default MSN messenger.

our choir practice falls on august. im in soprano. and my choir instructor is super sarcastic! he just cant stop calling us ah sou(s) and ah pek(s). besides, we always get scolding from him! we are used to it already. HAha. but i admit that he is good. he can sing in both bass and soprano. incredible.

tomorrow i'll be having my history test. i heard from 3A that it is difficult. but i hope i can do well in it ^^. i will study history again and again. then i'll be having my KH and science test on friday. gosh. i do not know whether my brain has enough capacity to store those knowledge. i just wish that everything goes on smoothly.

i am glad to have such good friends. they were there when i am sad. they were there when i am happy too. they are always there for me. i will always treasure them. my bestie(s) are my soul-mates! love you guys! they are kw,vanaja,mel,eileen,samantha,patricia & rosabel! kami bersama-sama melakukan perkara yang gila dan seronok! its just sooo fun! love you guys!! you make me smile. at times when i quarrel with you, i really apologise. but when its your mistake, then im not supposed to apologise. HAHhahHa. just fooling around. i love you guys! ~Muakxx~

im growing deeper in Him everyday. when i am busy, i will still have time for Him. because i really wanna grow in Him. He has helped me. a thousand times. or maybe more than tha., i am truly grateful to have such an awesome God. nothing explains his wondrous kindness and love towards us. Lord, thank you so much! i love You more than anything else! though my world may fall, i will never let You go. i stand firm on You alone. Lord, You rock my world! =)

i wont be visiting my blog that often anymore. i have no time. i'll visit my blog once in a blue moon. wakakakak. not that long. probably one week once, if im not so busy. wakakakaa XD. aite, its time for me to end my post. see ya!! >.<

~ Jesus's follower~

The whole earth
Overflowing
With Your Power
And Your Glory
There is no one like You God
There is no one like You God

Mountains bow
Nations tremble
At Your feet we cry Holy
There is no one like You God
There is no one like You God

Let creation sing of the risen King
Let the universe resound
With a shout of love
We will give to You
All the highest praise

Let Your light
Shine upon us
Let Your light
Shine upon us
For the Glory of Your name
Will be over all the earth

Forever
Forever I'll sing
Forever
Forever I'll sing

Dear Lord, i really wanna grow in You. nothing can be compared to your love for us. Lord, i surrender my life to You. i need You in my life. when there are bad times, i will still rejoice in Your name. even if my world falls i will always worship You. i live for Your glory. at times when i could not feel that You are present. im sorry. i really really wanna follow You, Jesus. i do not want to repeat my old ways again. i dont want this to happen again. Lord, i believe in You. i place my trust in You. i have set my faith on You and You are always my saviour. i lay my life into Your hands. You are my shield. You are my world. You are everything for me. i love You so much, Lord. i wanna grow deeper in You. You healed my broken heart. You cheered me up. thank You so much. im truly blessed by You. Lord, i surrender my life to You alone. take all of me. You are my God. forever and eternally.

faith and anger management

i was sitting in front of my computer, not knowing what to do. so i surfed the net and browsed through some websites which were terribly boring. then, something came across to my mind. i was thinking of tips for growing in Christ. without thinking i opened my mozilla firefox browser and searched in google. some of my keywords were unappropriate. so i tried again and again. and i was drummed into this website which caught my attention. this website has all - tips, teachings and everything. i love this website! it fulfils my needs! hooraY! hehe :P

being a true Christian is more than having a pricetag with the word 'Christian' on your shoulder. this website was really amazing. it helped me to be a better Christian. all i need is faith right now. im calling out for more faith. because i really wanna follow Jesus. faith is believing. when you have faith, you have assurance. when you have faith, you have no worries. having faith means having the trust. i wanna blossom into a fruitful servant of Christ. at times when i am tempted, i lose control. this will never ever repeat again. i stand firm on Christ and He is my shield! Amen! Praise God!

okay, talking about anger management. i admit that i get angry really fast. my tempers loses faster when my mood is ruined. when you are angry, take a deep breath. close your eyes and chill. it works! you know what? i calm down real fast. (not bragging). i dont know why. maybe this is the gift i have. i get angry really fast. and yet i cool down really fast too. hahaha. its weird when you are angry with someone a few minutes ago, and then the next 5 minutes you are talking and laughing with him when normal people wouldnt do such things. im glad that i have this in me. im happy with it and im not embarassed about it =)

im a constant mood swinger as i said in my previous post. (did i? not sure. but i think i did :P) i can be laughing now and then the next second i can be crying. but when im down, it is easy to cheer me up. you can cheer me up with a bar of chocolate or a warm hug. im not CHEAP ok you people! im a simple girl having a simple and yet complicated attitude. people say that im a softy. i guess i am. i have sympathy towards less fortunate people and stray animals. my heart sinks when i hear their sad stories. i guess thats my nature? sometimes mean and fierce but yet sometimes gentle and soft. (eh leh, perasan! =P) but this is me, i guess? besides im also a laughing machine. my friends disturb me by doing stupid things because they know that i cannot control myself from laughing. you wicked evil little ones! i can laugh over small matter. yeah, i admit! i can laugh over itsy bitsy tiny little stuff which are not funny for normal humans. hahaha thats me! im not humiliated about it! in fact im happy about it cos im special! im unique! cos im God's child! yay! =)

yesterday went to khai weng's house. went there. ate junk food and crapped. played need for speed. ahhahaah. i envy those who have xBox 360 or ps2. i have a ps1. but it is packed in a box which contains so much of dust. too lazy to take it out and connect it to my tv. most of the parents assume that it is childish for teenagers like us to play ps2 or xBox 360. it is only a device people! it is the game that counts! its hard to tell them because they are already brainwashed. LoL! 8) to be frank, im an extreme gamer. i can get hooked on a game for 5 or 6 hours. jo yee asked me to try burn out revenge. one day i'll be visiting her house therefore i can have a try ^_^ it is totally normal for girls to play these type of games ok! there is no rule stated that girls are not allowed to play these kind of games! it is a matter of interest okay! 8)

i wanna learn tennis! maria sharapova and justin henin hardenne are really good! their skills are superb. what more can i say. speechless. one word- fabulous. i heard that there is intake for beginners at the damansara club for tennis. i really wanna join! but too bad, i have no time! i guess that i'll take tennis lessons after PMR! sigh! long more way to go. nevermind! where there is a will, there is a way. nothing is impossible! hahahah. tennis is a tiring and fun sport. desperate to learn that! ahhaha. =)

okay. my hands are tired. my post ends here. till then. ciaozz. XD

Our God is awesome God,
He reigns from Heaven above,
with Wisdom, Power and Love,
Our God is an awesome God!