I've found my new best friend, Adobe Photoshop CS2, and it's working purrr-fectly. My efforts were finally paid off despite the prodigious hassle. I was quite miffed yesterday because I couldn't get the artworks right. Well, after several attempts, things finally worked out. Nonetheless, I was pretty satisfied with my artwork (as I did it in the wee hours of the morning). BUT....what's the use of feeling contented anyway? My worst nightmare came true. My beautifully awe-inspired artwork....disappeared. It vanished! How and why? No idea. It got me fuming and I really felt like kicking my stupid computer at that particular moment. But uhm yeah, anger management. Felt slightly better afterwards.

I love to see my so-called avid readers waiting in great anticipation for my next post. Hahaha. This is utterly..amusing! Okay, enough of ramblings.

Voila....!

Do give your two cents about this. Comments much appreciated! (:

A brief peep of my dearest computer :





Cute frog, eh? Perseverance and determination, are all you need, to achieve your goals and succeed. Mwahaha =) It's been weird these days that my thoughts are blocked and it doesn't seem to flow endlessly. Despite the fact that I can't seem to express my thoughts through alphabets and words, I shall evince my multitudinous feelings, euphoria and dysphoria, through soulful music and art. I shall post up some artwork sooner or later. A concise part of one particular song that perfectly describes my current position :

'You found me, when no one else was looking'

Haven't been designing blogskins lately. Couldn't get any inspiration. Apart from that, I'm also jam packed with stupid assignments. The pile of assignments are stacked up in front of me like a mountain. Geez >.<
Ah. This doesn't belong to me. It belongs to a friend of mine who is incredibly good in music. The piano can actually decipher what I am trying to express. I made a promise to myself that I'll buy myself a grand piano with all my sweat and blood when I'm working. Hahahah.

Jeng Jeng Jeng! Smoking Smokie. Taddaa!


Cute, ain't she? Look at her chubby face and her lovely fur. So huggable! Hehe. But lo and behold, for the next picture :



Big difference, I reckon. Her face is much much sharper compared to her baby picture.

Smokie's on cloud nine when she sees this. Kwa Kwa >.<

At the very beginning of this year, I stepped into the school with a defiant heart due to the major examinations. No more onlining, no more blogging and no more lepak-ing with friends. And now, I do feel a little heavy hearted. But seriously, I'm really going to miss SMKB, my one of a kind buddies, the canteen which has glorious food, the strict yet inflexible rules, the teachers (good and bad ones too), the never ending stream of homework, teachers and prefects venting their anger on us, cursing others, cramming for exams, dodging the discipline teachers, walking around the school without any specific reason, playing pranks on others, scribbling our tables and chairs, smuggling food into the classroom and the science laboratory, gossiping here and there and of course 3B, where my second home is. Normally, I would skip school as many days as possible and I wished I didn't have to go to school, as soon as I get up from bed. And now, I wished that I had one more day in school. I would treasure the sweet memories we had together. I'll definitely miss my friends. But we're definitely going to keep in touch with each other! I love all of them. I miss all of them. I seriously love them to pieces.

People whom I treasure the most in my life are people whom have helped me so much. There were there to listen to my ramblings, to share the euphoria we had and to be there when I felt so weakened. They are such sweethearts to me. I'm not shy to express my undying love for them! :)

Ah Bean! Nice shoulder to lean on. Hehe. Love you Ben! One of my best buddies :)

Jo Yee! She was there to hold me when I was about to fall. Last year, we did each other's homework! Hahaha ;p Love you Unnie! :)


Kiwi Boi Boi! Hahaha. This younger brother of mine is so sweet and yet annoying at the same time. I still love him loads although we always argue! =)


Rosabel! The dirty minded girl! Hahaha. We used to have many catfights during our primary school days. Now, thankfully, we're still best of friends! She's a good listener who patiently listens to my grumblings! Hehe. Love ya!


She's one maddist named Onlia! Loves camwhoring. Likes slapping people with her bushy hair. One sweet and yet crazy friend. You know I love you Onlia! :)

Kar Joon! He listens to my stories without complaining. Haha. One die-hard NFS fan! One of my best buddies ever. I love you too! P/S Hope Onlia does'nt see this or else she'll start beating me up. Haha! :D

3B! We live as one body. United we stand! We rock! Till death do us part. I love you 3B! :)

Uhm, sorry for the hiatus, again. Blame on my laziness =) Had been slacking lately. Skipped school today, as usual. My left ear's having problems, and I'm so freaking worried. Felt uneasy and restless in the morning. I just hope that everything turns out well. Don't want history to repeat again. It's agonizing. Sheeeesh >.< There'll be another 3B party this week, on Thursday. We're all wearing the same colour, red top, white short pants, one sneaker on the left and one slipper on the right. Sounds exciting though =) The year-end break will commence next week, which means that I won't be seeing my fellow aye 3B mates anymore. We've been through thick and thin for 3 long years. Now, it's time for us to go on our own separate ways. Feeling a little heavy-hearted. Don't wanna be apart from them. I miss them loads. All of them. T_T

Yes, he's avoiding me. I think he knows that I like him. Geeez. Of course I'm not liking it. He was being so ignorant to me and I felt depressed. But erm, nevermind. I'm okay right now. At that moment, I wished I was cold hearted and therefore, I wouldn't be experiencing this. Hah. These fact that I'm infatuated with someone is merely a part of my adolescence stage. Or indirectly, it means that I have raging hormones. Hahahah. =) This is perfectly normal. But now, I've decided to put my feet down. I'm not gonna take the initiative to flirt or what. I don't flirt. I don't flirt in order to get guys. That's just.. rather stupid and goosy. =/

Maths and Chemistry assignments piling up in front me. One whole enormous pile. Damn. Double damn.