cause i don't feel like talking.

but i have something to say.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Charm Of Simple Things

It took me a while. But now, I believe, ordinary things in the grasp of God can transform into exciting spiritual adventures. And how miracles are really everyday occurrences dressed in uncommon God-inspired ways. Oh, the blessed charm of simple things. A relaxing morning ligering over a cup of hot chocolate has yielded this reminder of the far more meaningful drinking of God's Word, of imbibling its very essence- every morning. And just like chocolate, God's Word infuses, saturates and releases a divine glowing energy in me to carry His message of love into the world.

The labour of love in a handwritten letter chosen over the detached ramblings in an email personalize for me the manner in which Jesus physically touched so many lives on earth. He touched the blind man's eyes and gave him sight. He took the little girl's hand and raised her from the dead. In servitude, He knelt and washd His disciples' feet. A pleasant evening walk punctuated by one indelible picture - a child who picks out his dad's voice, from amidst the after-school chaos of clash and clamour, to run straight into his arms. Like a child who instantly recognizes his father's voice, we can recognize God, our good Shepherd's voice because we are His sheep.

At the joys of baking bread! Yummy. The menial tasks of mixing the aromatic ingredients, putting it into the bread maker and the creme de la creme of the fresh aroma of the bread wafting from the bread maker opens a fresh window into Jesus's declaration that He is the 'bread of life'. And that whoever believes in Him will receive life and never go hungry.

Look how beautiful can simple things be. And now, I'm coming back to the Heart Of Worship. I promise this time, Father in Heaven.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

im benumbed. hahahaha

Despite the fact that I'm home alone (Not really..I'm with my brother), I have no rice or noodles for dinner. My parents went out for an appointment and my mom made some steamed luncheon meat with bread. It tasted good, for sure, because of the creamy butter and also the scrumptious yummy luncheon meat with the soft and white bread. Thank God it wasn't wholemeal bread. Wholemeal bread tastes awful. Dreadfully. I know that it is healthy but it just doesn't as good as white bread. Hahaha. Besides that, I'm also sick. I can't eat spicy and fried food because I'm ill. I can't drink cold stuffs because I'm ill. And my mom forced me to drink this herbal drink thingy. It tastes erm. Mediocre.

Oh yeah, I'm just so darn jealous because my brother has a new laptop and I don't. Argh. Unfair.

grateful

I'm glad that the exams are finally over. This period of time was pure torture. Have been burning the midnight oil almost everyday. Waking up as early as 4am to study. Yeah, procrastinators like me and my *partner in crimes* believe that last-minute revision really works. Haha, of course, I screwed up my exam. Its all ruined and messed up. Guess what? My exam results will definitely be in rainbow colours. Fascinating ones. Hahaha.. It doesnt really matter to me because I already gave my best. The holidays are here (Thank God..), and I'm grateful for that. But yet, there are loads of homework. I have just completed my Geography project, it turned out pretty well and I'm quite satisfied with it. And now..I have to complete my History project that has been left untouched over the past few weeks, collecting dust..

Me and my partners in crime are definitely terrible procrastinators. We love talking crap, talking back to teachers, making lots of loud and defeaning noise, wasting time, teasing our teachers and stuffs like that. Most of my beloved friends don't do their homework, or if they're being forced, they'll do it - reluctantly, and of course, on the very last minute (not me of course. hahaha. This happens to me once in a blue moon). And here it goes again. What will you get? Uncountable sleepless nights and horrible dark circles. When everyone's worrying about the exams, they study study and study. I really admire most of my classmates because they are really good at managing their own time, and they can get super good grades. When others are revising their studies, the *partners in crime* are always seen wasting time, blabbering about everything, sleeping and erm, you name it. Procrastination is our best friend, and thus, in other words, we're not lazy, its just that we take things easily. HAHAHAHA, or in a more frank way, we're just plain LAZY. muahahahaha =) During monthly tests, I admit that I do study, but my *partners in crime* are always telling me this :

'Joanne, no need to study lah. Monthly test only ma, not important one. Take it easy lah dude. Don't worry. Sure can one.'

Look how deceiving can my *partners in crime* be. HAHAHAHA. Just fooling around, peeps. They just want me to stop worrying, because when I'm facing stress, my world goes topsy-turvy. Besides, I cannot handle stress. I'm bad at it. To sum up, my *partners in crime* are just being caring, and no other bad intentions. Many people assume that they are just lazy, and they are 'influencing' me. But if you look at a different angle, it really makes sense. Learn to look things at a different point of view, it really helps. =D

We share things together, we do things together, we play together. When one of us is in deep trouble, we are always ready to lend a hand - in any kind of situation. Oh yeah, before I forget, I have a confession. Me and my beloved *partners in crime* do share answers. I don't have to explain this further, because you should know what I mean. HAHAHA. HEY, we're just being helpful towards others. Helping those in need isn't a crime. Because SHARING IS CARING! Of course, there are ups and downs too. At times we argue and we fight, and we don't talk to each other for days. But of course, blood is always thicker than water. We will make up and forgive each other. That is something which I am proud of. =)

On top of that, a few of my *partners in crime* do speak harsh words. I mean, real harsh words. But they're really nice and lovely. They have a special place in my heart. I really treasure the times we had together. I'll be missing them like crazy because I won't get to see them everyday during the holidays. But yes, we will definitely pay MR KIWI a visit to his house. Playing PS2, eating loads of junk food, chatting and laughing all the day long, wasting time, are what we're going to do. I'm joyful, very joyful in fact. They are nice shoulders to lean on. Furthermore, they can be your 'tissue paper or handkerchief' when you are down. Nothing explains how felicitious I am right now. I am truly blessed, and I'm super duperly extra blissful to have such warm and affectionate friends. And now, let me present to you, the *partners in crime*! *hands clapping cheerfully with drums rolling*

1. Mr Kiwi aka Chi Wen aka Chicken Wing aka Zou Kai Weng (Be a chicken)
2. Miss Woo Che Number One aka Chou Yi
3. Miss Rosie aka Loh Si Pai aka Pakme
4. Miss Woo Che Number Two.. thats me!

They have weird nicknames right? Well, they have more nicknames actually. But I decided to post a few of them only. In a nutshell, these people are real procrastinators, they're hot-tempered sometimes (you know who I mean right now if YOU'RE reading this right now. Sometimes I wonder if you have PMS. hahaa. take it easy dude!).

Dear *partners in crime*,
I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE! YOU GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART, AND I WILL ALWAYS TREASURE THE SWEET MEMORIES WE HAD TOGETHER! THANKS A MILLION FOR BEING THERE WHEN I'M SAD. THANKS A BUNCH FOR SHARING THE GOOD HAPPY TIMES WHEN I'M FEELING EUPHORIC. THANKS FOR BEING A GOOD COMFORTER WHEN I'M WORRIED. AND LASTLY, THANKS FOR SHOWERING ME WITH LOVE AND AFFECTION! LOVE YOU GUYS DEARLY! MUACKS! ~joanne~

Friday, May 12, 2006

Rejoicing in His everlasting love. Amen!

Open the eyes of my heart, Lord. I really want to see you. My faith in God grows stronger and stronger. Nothing explains this. I'm feeling contented, and my mind is at ease even though I'm facing some stress and pressure. I do not know why, because people tend to be worried when they face problems (e.g exams,stress,etc). And right now, I don't feel worried or anything. Instead, I feel peace in my heart. I'm felt guilty yesterday because I did something which I am not supposed to. I asked God for forgiveness and today, I'm feeling happy. I hope I will do well in my exams. I can't seem to get anything absorbed in my mind, and the more I study, the more I tend to forget. I just hope that everything turns out well....

Jesus said, "Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; also in me." - John 14:1

~Rejoicing in God's wonderful Love~

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

irony.

I haven't been blogging since ages. I apologise to all my loyal readers out there. Time is running out for me. My exams are just around the corner, and I'm clueless about it. Life's hectic for me, but I'll make it through. (duh). Most people assume that I'm a very sarcastic person. Well, can you people tell me something I don't know? Here i go again. A person who is sarcastic will always be polite, and he/she will not create direct sentences, instead, he/she creates sentences which has sharp thorns.

The Faith I have in Jesus grows stronger each day. Nothing describes what I'm feeling right now. My problems are getting better, but there are some which aren't getting better. But I believe it'll be all right soon. Salvation is here and it lives in me. Alleluia.

What can i say about this schizophrenic and mad world? This world has crazy people. Two faced people are always getting on my nerves. But I don't bother much about it. Its all right. Nowadays people look for outer beauty, and not inside. Sigh. Let's hope for the best.....

Love is another stupid thing which I'm afraid of (WEIRD but its true). I'm scared to get hurt... Yeah. Thats the truth. But the pain is healed right now. The scar is gone, and it doesn't affect me anymore. I'm glad, and let us rejoice in euphoria. =)

Praise God for everything! School is fun anyway... I realised that recently. I love my friends..I love everyone. Basically I just love everything I love.. MWAHAHAHHA.