stickwitu

nice song..love it ^^ wuahaha....kinda reflect me..hahahahahahahha

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must to stick with you

I don't want to go another
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must to stick with you

obsessed with love songs these day...broken love,or watsoever!! luv it...hah~

jay j

today. monday. erm everything seemed fine. except for some problems . then arguments. urgh. sometimes i just hate the world around me. its normal for me to be very happy, and then be sad. its normal kayz. im not an extreme person that can change drastically. the world is such a peaceful place. and now, it is filled with darkness and sadness. many people commit suicide everyday. depression. what causes depression? lots of problems. relationships,family problems and the list goes on. i do regret doing something in the past. and i cried over it. but i know that i must walk straight. we should not regret for what we did. or cry because it happened. in fact, we should smile because it happened. we dont know what will happen tomorrow. but we must hold on to ourselves and think positively. yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, and that is why we call it present! to succeed, we must work hard. success wont come knocking on your door. imagine that success is something on a top of the mountain. will success roll down? definitely no! we need to climb the mountain. if one has no confidence in climbing the mountain,will she/he succeed? success is 1% inspiration and 99% persipiration (im not sure of the order, it could be vice versa). so do bear in mind, work hard, strive hard.

27/11

Noonday Dreams;
Magic Afternoon;
Water Lilies;
Afternoon Calm;
Morning Light;
Daybreak;
Lily Pond In Summer;
Perfect Autumn;
Indian Summer;
Lily Pond;
Lake View Reflections;
Reflections;
After The Rain.


Nature's magician:

Such magical visions,
nature captured in it's magnificence.
Beauty for all to behold and be spellbound.
Such graceful brush strokes.

A magician performing his tricks on canvas,
treasures that will last forever.
Such warm and rich hues,
bright and colorful views.

Your landscapes will never dull.
Interesting and always capturing my every imagination.
A great justice rendered to nature through your art.
Such skill and flexibility.

Timeless masterpieces for countless generations to keep.
Always appealing to the eye.
Such beautiful interpretation of our wonderful earth.
Thank you for such an exquisite legacy.

. : t.o.d.a.y : .

heya. just finished playing with my smokie and taking her for a walk with my good friends. hmm. im feeling okay today. nothing really happened today. was thinking of my past. yup yup. lame. i know. this song 'time after time' kinda touched me. the chorus is what i want to voice out from my heart. here it goes.

If you're lost you can look--and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you're lost you can look--and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
Time after time

well well. i know. this is kinda lame. hahahaha. but i find this chorus really touching. hahahz ^^

scratching my head!

man, whats going on? smokie is so active. i cant control her just now. maybe she was too hungry. she broke the toy i gave her! the other half is still missing. it is nowhere in sight. i hope she didnt swallow it. tomorrow i have music class. the following week is a holiday. i haven practice yet.im quite familiar with this piece, its just that i have to play it faster. my theory, ahah. screwed up. i didnt even do it. later only i will do. i pray that smokie will grow up to be a loyal and obedient dog. sometimes i cannot even control her. therefore, i pray to God. muahahah. it really helps. i sms-ed my friend. she doesnt have an oven. hmm. how? probably i'll bake it myself. now im really bored. really really bored. i dont wanna play with smokie as i already washed my hands. in a twinkling of an eye, November has come to an end. and December is right in front of our eyes. time passes so fast. really really fast. i remember that i did manicure last year duing November, and i told my friend that next year on the same month , we're gonna do our nails! sigh, but i cant go out. you know. im so hungry right now! i ate some cookies just now. the snow chips more. haha, it tastes pretty the same. anyway, still tastes great! i love baking cookies. and eating them. muahahhaa. that is why im so fat! gosh, im really terrified with myself. im so fat!!!!! alright, i gotta go eat. i dont wanna get indigestion or gastric. later i'll write more. probably late at night. till then, adios.

shu-weEeEeEeT~!

the clock shows that it is 3.26pm. muahahahha. i actually wrote my post in the day time! ahaha. today. was okay lah. the weather abit crazy. it rained for a while. then the sun came out shining. muahaha. gave smokie a warm bath today. hm. wondering why is she so guai. she didnt run here and there. she was sitting there quietly. hahahaha. i think she loves bathes! muahhaa. just now went to the pet shop to buy some toys for smokie. haha. why am i always talking about smokie. smokie o smokie. i've got the cookies recipes for smokie. but the thing is, im not really sure. have to ask my mom. im planning to bake some lovely cookies with my friends for our canine friends! hahaha both of my friends are dog lovers.im sure they will agree on that! the problem is, my house is a bit messy. but it'll be easier for me. if i decide to bake some cookies in my friend's house which is a stone's throw away, its okay with me too. but i dont know whether she has an oven. hahahaha. i hope she has. and we dont have to clean up afterwards! we just have to prepare the ingredients. and then their maid will do the cleaning. hahaha. i really really do hope that my friend has an oven. then we can make some treats for our four-legged best friends! =P

lovely..

such a lovely day. lolz. nowadays i write my post at night. lolz. kinda busy in the afternoon. haha =P played with my smokie today. she is so hyperactive today! yesterday she was so quiet.hmm. and today, so playful. love her lots even though she likes to lick and bite me. and sometimes, pull my pants. i can hear her whining again. her whin is so pitiful. but i cant play with her right now. its already late.but i go to the door there and play with her.then she walks away. then whin again. then i have to go there again. hahaha. sometimes when she is naughty i have to scold her. but i scold her also no use! she doesnt listen to me! but she listens to my mom. haha. coz my mom's voice is firm. so she a bit scared. but i scold her also she like nothing wan. no matter how loud i raise my voice also she still wagging her tail. my mom said that my voice is not firm enough. =P i better train smokie now. or else when she grows big, i might have a hard time training her. then later she'll climb over our heads. we must let her know that we are the dominant one. we are her boss. hahahaha. i found a recipe just now.cookies for dogs. hahaha. seems pretty easy. i hope smokie is okay lah. tomorrow giving her a luxurious warm bath. and might be taking her to the vet for vaccination. smokie is so playful . hahah even when there are strangers she still so 'mesra'. hahaha. today my two close friends came to my house to see my smokie. they like her really much. hahaha. dog-lovers. they gave me many tips. hahaha. they scolded smokie for biting them and you know what? smokie merajuk. hahahahha. she ignored my friend. me and my friends were giggling there. im planning to bake some cookies for my smokie. of course, special cookies for dogs. my mom insisted on searching in the internet for tips for training dogs. i did that already! now looking for cookies recipes for dogs! hahaha. why am i so excited. lolz. alright. gotta ciao. im like super hardworking nowadays! hahahahaha! alright. tata for now.

loving iT!

alright. i didnt write anything for yesterday. hahaha. was too busy. lol!! okayz...hmm.. everything seem okay for me. sadness fading away , happiness coming on my way.. hahaha, my smokie fell sick. huhu T.T have to take her to the vet. love her so muchie! hahaha. omg! she's sunbathing out there. ahahah. craP~ today im feeling a bit unwell.. tummy ache..argh. argh. argh. freaks me out. the pain comes and go. hope my doggie will be okay after we take her to the vet. hahaha. awww. the pain is kinda troublesome. haizzzzzzz!!! Lord, take away the pain in me, i commit myself to You! pain o pain, you shall go away! go ! cant really write long now... tomorrow first ya. bieX!!

feeling down..

im real down today. people scolding me, getting angry over me. i did nothing. or maybe just a tiny mistake. but does he have to shout at me? i get really down, sometimes i break down, with all these pressures on me. i wish i can leave this place to some place where peace, tranquility comes alive. with all these loud noises banging my ear, i need peace. everyday when i wake up, i always hope that sadness will not come looking for me. almost everyday i feel sad. nobody knows the pain in me. nobody knows im sad. nobody knows im crying. Lord, Jesus, i really pray that i ccan get rid of this sadness in me. im really hiding my sad face. im putting on a mask. i feel suffocated. at times im just holding my tears. this world is full of sadness. Lord, help me. Hold me before i fall!

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speechless

what can i say about today. mood screwed up, totally ruined. i really have nothing to say.i really dislike the people around me. they dont seem to respect me at all. they treat me like dogs. they treat me like fools.nobody actually seem to understand me. they think that im real stupid and dumb. so what if i am? today i really did something that i am no supposed to do. Lord, a thousand apologies. i just cannot control my feelings.i did a mistake,i admit.but everything has a limit. do they have to say it until it hurts me so badly? am i being too sensitive? i dont know. but im sort of pissed off today. all i need is just respect. how can i respect someone who doesnt respect me at all? sorry, i cant do it. i treat you with respect and love. but what do i get in return? no respect . saying im stupid, immature and the list goes on. sometimes you say really harsh words . do you know it is really hurtful? humans have feelings. so do I. yeah i know im stupid. these problems are always looking for me. i totally hate it. i wish i can go somewhere without problems chasing after me.

Dear Lord, im really really sad and depressed. why do people dont understand me? why do they have to say it until it hurts so badly? its really painful, Lord. like a knife piercing my heart. all i need is respect. why cant he just respect me? he treats me like a stupid fool. bad-mouthing me. making me feel guilty. i cant bear this anymore, Lord.i know that im in the wrong too. i really dont know what to do. i can only voice out my feelings here. people think that im a happy-go-lucky girl. but the truth is,im not. sometimes i feel really sad in the inside, and i cry. nobody knows that. Lord, please heal the scar in my heart. only You can heal the torment in me. Heavenly Father, i really need you. I need You. forgive me once again. Hold my hand, Jesus. be there with me. wipe my tears away. Lord, i commit myself to you once again. In Jesus's name i pray, Amen..

melancholy..

hey there. just got back from my grandma's house. it reminded me of some memories. alright, i shall write her what my heart says. how does it feel if someone is hiding something from you? yeah, you feel hurt..because people dont trust you. you feel left out. well, im feeling that right now. am i just being too sensitive or what? no idea. the sky is really dark right now.dark clouds gliding imperceptibly against each other. the sky looks so depressed. it is going to rain anytime. just like someone who is really depressed, crying. why do people hide things from you? they think that you are not trustworthy. they are afraid that you might spill the beans. well the most important thing is to not look down on yourself. others might look down on you. but why bother their words? people will not respect you unless you respect yourself first.

sometimes we face problems, like friendship problems. your friends start to back-stab you, spreading rumours/gossip about you, talking behind your back and the list goes on. or some can even steal your best friend or your partner. this problem is really rampant. i have experienced this before. these problems do make us cry.. we feel hurt, because the person we trust most is against you. you might feel that you are stupid for trusting someone blindly, without knowing their true colour. that isnt important. the most important thing is to get up when you fall. knowing what's right and what isnt. everybody does mistakes. even me.we learn from our trials and errors.friends are like someone really special to us. it is not hard nor easy to find a true friend. friendship is also a special kind of love. a special bond between each other. it really really breaks our heart if someone who you trusted so much betrayed you. you realise that this 'best friend' isnt your friend in the end.but dont be discouraged. there are many more people out there. do not shed a tear in front of those people who want to see you fall. get up and run to complete the race. =]

='(

today, i was kind of moody. dunno why.mood swings. sometimes it does freak me out and i repeat my mistake again and again! O Lord, please forgive me! Please help me ! i have sad news. someone passed away. after battling leukemia for many years, he was finally laid to rest. he is just 1 year older than me. still so young. but why God has to take Him away?this year, many people passed away. sometimes i do feel like crying when they come to my mind. but all these are God's plans.He took away some of our loved ones because He needed their help. we should think about this matter in a positive way.

O Heavenly Father, i commit her into your hands again. even though this is a shock for her, i pray that she will be strong. i understand the pain she feels. but Lord, i pray that You will help her to get through this. heal the pain in her. Lord, i know You are merciful. show her the right away. hold her in your arms. O Lord, hold her hand always. May Your perpetual Light shine on Him. Take good care of him. In Jesus's name i pray, Amen!

thursday..

today..hmm. yesterday i watched the world-cup qualifying, uruguay and australia. it was really kind of 'gan cheung' cos they had a penalty shoot at the end of the game. each player tries real hard to score a goal. indeed, australia won. of coz they were really happy, as they qualified for the world cup. can u imagine, since 1970, australia was never qualified. and now, they are officially qualified! they were really happy, running around the field , with joy and pride. i feel happy for them too. hahaha.the uruguay players were disappointed. but they did their best. that counts.

well, i really hope that this particular person will change..

=<

haiz.. why is it like this? i didnt do anything rong, it was u who didnt say it clearly. n ur blaming me now? n another one, u think its right to do that? its not, if i did that to u, r u happy? im sure u'll shout n scream at me. n if i do dat, u say im childish.but u r the one who did this first! if u didnt do dat 2 me, i wudnt do dat 2 u! sigh, this is unfair. ur always blaming me for this n that. if u were in my shoes, how u felt? im sure u dislike it a lot right? i feel that ok! ur always doing things without thinking abt other ppl's feelings. n u think ur always right. when ppl tell u that ur not, u deny it n start calling ppl this, that. im reli sick of ur character , n attitude. yes, sometimes i get angry n start calling u bad names. sometimes i get really angry , and i began to hate u. i know im also in the wrong,i admit that.

O Lord Jesus, im really pissed off, i have nothing to say. he is always scolding me about this n that even though he still does it. i feel really pressured. i cant voice out my feelings because i know they will make harsh comments about it, and they willl even brood about it. Lord, i feel really small when he scolds me, n irritates me. sometimes i get too frustrated i just keep it to my heart, being quiet. Lord, why do i say these harsh n rude words? i feel really guilty after that, after realising my mistake. but when im angry, i tend to lose out of control. Lord, please forgive me for wat i've done. i really don wan this to happen again n again. Lord, i really want to be a fruitful servant for u. i dont wan to repeat this mistake again. Lord, please help me. im really really sorry for this. Lord, i really really need u to change me, to get rid of this bad side of me. i dont want this to happen another time. Lord, i want this mistake to be the last one. i place all my trust in You, O Heavenly Father. In Jesus's name we pray, Amen..

God will definitely see us through...Trust Him always

When you're feeling down and out
God will see you through
When you feel as if everyone has let you down
God will see you through

When you feel as if the storm has clouded your sky
God will see you through
When you feel the tears moistening your eyes
God will see you through

When you feel like all hope is gone
God will see you through
When you feel like life's goodness will never come along
God will see you through

When you feel all alone and lost
God will see you through
Just meet Him at the old rugged cross
God will see you through.

~God will surely see us through when we are having problems.. Trust in Him always, as he is our best friend and our lovely God..

such a meaningful poem , indeed its true! :

He went to prepare a place
of everlasting life for you and me
a place where there's no grief or pain
just love and harmony.

All he ask is that we believe in him
and confess all our sins
accept him as our savior
then in heaven we will be let in.

He walked on this earth before
and he's coming back again
to claim all those that is his own
who he'll take to his fathers throne.

What greater love is his?
that he abundantly gives to us
yet a few minutes in prayer to him each day
we often make a big fuss.

When you face a struggle
or feel a sense of doubt
just put your Faith and trust in him
and he will lead you out.

From the depth of your heart
give him all the praise
raise your hands to him above
cause he's our god of true love.

Always do what is good and Right
and to him forever be true
he'll protect you and control your thoughts
in all you say and do.

He is the one who made the heavens
who was crucified on calvary
he gave his life for us
and from Satan he set us free.

He is waiting there for us
to wash our every sin away
and if we believe in him
a new heart he'll give us today.

beautiful words..

BEAUTIFUL WORDS TO LIVE

Anger is a condition in which the tongue works
faster than the mind.

You can't change the past, but you can ruin the
present by worrying over the future.

Love... and you shall be loved.
God always gives His best to those who leave the
choice with Him.

All people smile in the same language.

A hug is a great gift... one size fits all. It can be
given for any occasion and it's easy to exchange.

Everyone needs to be loved... especially when
they do not deserve it.

The real measure of a man's wealth is what he has
invested in eternity.

Everything has beauty... but not everyone sees it.

It's important for parents to live the same things
they teach.

If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and
the worries of tomorrow,
you have no today to be thankful for.

Happy memories never wear out... relive them as
often as you want

Home is the place where we grumble the most, but
are often treated the best.

Man looks at outward appearance... but the Lord
looks within.

The choice you make today will usually affect
tomorrow.
Take time to laugh for it is the music of the soul.

If anyone speaks badly of you, live so none will
believe it.

Patience is the ability to idle your motor when you
feel like stripping your gears.

Love is strengthened by working through conflicts
together.

The best thing parents can do for their children is
to love each other.

Harsh words break no bones but they do break
hearts.

To get out of a difficulty, one usually must go
through it.

We take for granted the things that we should be
giving thanks for.

Love is the only thing that can be divided without
being diminished.

Happiness is enhanced by others but does not
depend upon others.

You are richer today if you have laughed, given or
forgiven.

For every minute you are angry with someone, you
lose 60 seconds of
happiness that you can never get back.

Do what you can, for whom you can, with what you
have, and where you are.

-i reli gotta learn to live with these words...u guys shud too ^^

haizz..

Definitions of a LOSER :


1. One that fails to win: the losers of the game.
2. One who takes loss in a specified way: a graceful loser; a poor loser.

1. One that fails consistently, especially a person with bad luck or poor skills: “losers at home seeking wealth and glory in undeveloped countries” (Arthur M. Schlesinger, Jr.).
2. One that is bad in quality: That book is a real loser.

= ME

urgh . . .

man man....this is just so unfair!!!!argh!! why dun they just let me out wif ma frenz..ur too young..if dey wanna go, let them go..its dangerous....wat??!!? everything has its own risk!!! last time u let me, now u don let...wat on earth r y'all talkin bout????? cRap!!!!! im not liking it at all...urg!! its just not fair!!!! my mood is reli bad right now...holidays..its time for us to relax n have fun...n wat is this!!!!!!!!! im not enjoyin ma holidays at all...its the worse holidays ever....miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man...........why others can..but not me..is this called concern or crazY?!?! i seriously dunno.........i reli........dunnno...argh!! this stupid problem is really freaking me out...!!

mixed FeE|inGz..

today o today...today was okok lar..thought i will kena scolding coz i din practise my piano..wuahaha..for two weeks i din touch d piano..but i din kena scolding..ahha..pheww..hmm..today ar...i feel sad + normal....i dunno lar...bittersweet..i feel sorry for 1 of my fren...bcoz of something happened.....n normal la..hahaha..today watched chicken little..hehee, very cute neh!! abby is like..erm..weird~.d piggy is very cute! fish is soo adorable..hahahaa..chicken little is soo tiny...but cute..wuahahaha....his voice is abit mature....chicken little is diff frm wat i expect..tot it will be kiddy kiddy...but nola, its reli nice man..hehehe..very cool show..like it...give it 4/5..hehehe..now im obsessed wif d show war n beauty...man, dat show is reli hot!! got so many lengluiz there man!! nice show though...everybody in dat show acted reli well...lemme gif ma rating..hehe...hmm...4.5/5!! ahha..they r all coming 2 genting on the 20 smth of this month..i wan 2 go but dun wan ..haha..cRap..wan to go but dun wan 2 go..i don wan coz its very troublesome la..hahaa..laZy larr..hehehe...now is holiday liao..wuuHuu..but sure gonna put on weight..sigh!! so im gonna do extreme strainous exercise!! n jaga makan too!! have to la..after become so fat..den..eew..dun wan to think also..i reli want to keep fit!! hahaa..im soo fat!! man..it sucks alot..haihzzz...holidays o holidays..will be boring....deciding to go 2 my frens hse n play ps 2..wuahaha..n steal his ps also..haha..i wish la..if i did, he'll chop me into strips...n i will never come bek home alive..hahahaa...okie la.....gotta ciao liao....these time im writing like super short posts..lol!! nevermind...there is owez a tomoro....till then..cYa..

fun FUN FuN!!!!!!

gosh..today was really really fun..last day of school..had loads of fun!! but still, it brings us tears into our eyes....two of my best frenz r going to another class next yr...some of my frens cried, coz we will not be seeing each other next yr (diff class)..but we r still frenz no matter wut...n i will still treasure them! love them lotzz..today when we r goin bek we hugged each other...it was reali touching...touched my heart too..then d 5 of us (the cRapY lamo(s)) like khai weng (luv ya bro lotzz!! muacks!!), shari (crappiest gerl eva...love her too ..muacks) , jo yee (the girl wif jokes dat can make ur brains drop out..luv her too..muacks!! ) n rosabel (a girl whose brain is not working...luv her soo muchie!! muackxx)..we went to astaka n we like played water....i started it wif rosabel..den we went to the tap n splashed water.....the tap was like runnin non stop..hahaha...den when we heard a door closing we ran fast!! hahaha..den laughed n laughed.....n like they drank water n spit it out on us..ahaha...den i have to ciao liao..sad T.T den wen i came out, discipline teacher was there!!1 man!!! i was like so dead meat..he waz like waiting at the entrance there..but i waited...4 him to get lost..den oni i came out..pheW..haha..overall, had fun so muchie!! love u guyz so muchie!! patricia, jo yee,rosabel,shari,khai weng n all!! muacks!!! =D

hola..

hey ppl out there! urm..i didnt go to skol today..hahaha... sucks la..now its raining....but it still very hot!! aihhz..there's something wrong with ma ragnarok!! man.....its like freaking me out!! ahh...nevermind... okok...exams r just around da corner....to all my friends who r sitting for SPM, STPM or whatsoever exam!! . all the best ya! don get too stressed n pressured..... do ya best n God will take care of the rest !! okok...this is going to be a short post... so friends, bear in mind dat im supporting ya 24/7!! gogogo!! okie..gotta stop this..pure cRap~ ciaoz 4 now! |a|a|aLaLa|aLa|a..!! okok...cRap!!! ciao...adios.. =D

yoyoyo!!

hi hi ppl.....hmm....today i heard a very lame song...duno wats the title....it went on like ' do re mi..wo ai ni' n bla bla...such a lame song!! siasuikan the music industry...dis shows dat real musicians in taiwan r either dead or their ideas r constipated ! sad 2 say, d island wic used 2 b d hub 4 entertainment haz now bcome d communion of loser-istic(no such word) music....wait..i wun even call it music..For instance, the song "numa numa ei" from the latest American ( Note : NOT TAIWAN) film, like usual there's a taiwanese version of it...mayb taiwan thot they're disneyland or they felt sad that Disneyland was built on HK soil and not on theirs...so maybe they just cannot "min tui si sat" (face reality) ..only some musicians there like lee hom, jay chou & david tao produce good music...that is what i call music =D d taiwanese ppl in d music industry r probably d worst stowaways...dey hitch hike on success created by other ppl..like the korean song, ost frm the classic....or any english song which is in the top of d chart...n produce some kind of song dat sounds similar which ultimately made lala(s) thought that song came from taiwan originally.. But lala(s) r originally not so intelligent after all...so their stupidity is justified....cant blame them .. anyway..in a nutshell, when u hear a taiwanese song on the radio n its nice, just bear in mind dat maybe that song was cheaply imitated...ala taiwan.



.....i'll pray 4 u, taiwan .

hie..

hi..im back..today in skool was fun..was celebratin my teacher's birthday..2day in skool we did nothing..just chat chat chat n play play play...last day of skool...we're gona go crazy! i wana bring flour, but definitely there's spot check...man...then i dunno where to put..so better play water only..^^ haihz..some of my good friends r going to turun class...just because of some people, my frenz have to turun..unfair! sigh...i feel bad for them..but nvm, they r still my friends..our friendship willl never drift apart even though we r in a diff class...for dat im 101% sure! tomoro not going to skool..bored la..today in skool our class was like kinda embarassed..coz many of the students in our class din come! n when we lined up..it was like, so few ppl! embarassing..hahaha..today also took pictrue wif andrea..hehehe...had fun la..hmm...i cant wait 4 d last day of skool!! man, its either on friday or thursday! that day we will go reali crazy! splashing water like some weird maniacs...maybe i'll bring some flour..see first..gotta think where to put so that d prefects wont b able to find...if they found it, i will be in real hot soup! don wish it'll happen 2 me..n matter wat, i muz come on the last day of skool! whether if im sick, i must come! tomoro not going 2 skool coz have to bertugas..yerr...skool is ending liao la, samo need to bertugas..aihhz.hahaa...alright la, i g2g...! ciaozZ!

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yoyo ppl...hmm hmm..today is sunday...where the day d sun shines...hahaa...everyday also sun shine wan la..haha~~ today i went 2 d salon @ ivy's loreal salon...whooopie...i had my hair straightened... ;) fun fun fun! but it took me about 4 hours just to get my hair done..ah...worth waiting anyway..hahahaah =) eating ice cream now..the mini cornetto...these days obsessed with ice creams..my freezer is packed with ice creams...n like 2 days, we like finished it already..hahahah~~ weather hot ma, eat ice cream to cool down d body lor...ragnarok o ragnarok...my credit oledi habis, so cannot play.huhuhu T.T nvm, tomoro still can buy d reload kad..keke =D tomoro is monday..yerrr...pengetua sure talk talk talk...repeat it again & again...sien dou sei.....!! ahh, nvm lar since this is the last week of skul, nvm lo.....hehehehe....hmm hmm....my ambition..i seriously dunno wut 2 b..last time when i was 5 yrs old, i wanted 2 b a chemist cuz i can mix all d liquids together n bla bla..al dat science stuff..but my science is not good, so no way~~ anyway itz not easy 2 be a chemist....haahah~ i've changed my ambition anyway...hmm..wut shud i be...i like designin stuffz..maybe a fashion designer, interior designer or mayb a make up artist..hairstylist or dentist also will do~~!! hahahaa...these r the jobs i might choose as a profession wen i grow up..coz im interested in all these stuffz..ehehe...holidayz r comin!! yay!! hehehe..plannin 2 do manicure.....hahaa..i luve em so muc..hahaha...=) okie la, i g2g....ciao! =D

good afternoon...

holla people!! im bek ere......hmm...now im gona write a super short post.....coz i have to pass my comp to my brother afterwards...aihzz ='( hmm hmm..today o today..sky is sky blue.....sun shining bright..the clouds moving in a gentle way....hehehe...my mood today..urm...not fixed..hahaha...if kena scolding, of coz my mood will go down a bit lar..then afterwards okie de wan....=D today is saturday! suppose 2 hv english class...but its holiday liao those hu wan 2 come mah cum....hu dun wan no ned...i dun wan..coz i wana sleep..!! hehehe..not a pig ler..~~ i tend 2 get terrible eyebags nowadays....have to get sufficient sleep! yay! next year tuition wun be in the morning, wil be at evening..yay! can sleep.....coz i have problems waking up reli early in d morning....=( hahah..alright..i g2g..cya later!! bie...

hey!

arlow!! hmm hmm..next week is the last week of skol..kinda missing it :'( haha...when there r exams, i always wish 4 holidays...n now, i want school bek...hmmm...humans dun have fixed decisions...hmmm...skol skol..when it comes to studying, exams n homework, i reli dun like it...but when exam is over,...woW...love it..life after exam is soooo fun! i mean reli....i love it..n now, my form 2 life has come to an end....time passes fast...like a twinkling of an eye..next yr, exam liao....get ready to suffer....but once its over, the feeling is like a released birdy..to fly high in the sky..freely...=) hahahah..sigh sigh..i finally have extra money...hahaha..my fren cannot find the book..so save rm20! hahaha~ skool skool...i miss u so muchie....last day of skol, ngek ngek....it'll be lots of fun!! we're gonna b crazy! hmm...sprinkiling glitter, splashing water, or maybe pouring flour..muahahah..the last day of skool is gonna be really crazy, but yet... makes us feel a little sad....missing school....remembering the sweet memories...nvm, its only 2 months...next yr on january, we can meet again! hooRaY! hehehe...just now i was leveling up my fren's character...i was not so familiar with her character as i have never tried before...lolzz...i was too bored, so i help her la...hahah~ then me chit chatted with my friends...bout everything...had a great laugh.... i was fighting in the war of nudges with 1 of my fren! he's mad...!! siao, fai n gila! but he's a nice n helpful person ^^. when holidays come, i'l be missing my frenz too...hmm....i might not see them everyday.....miss their jokes, laughs and everything...but nvm,we can communicate by the phone or the comp! hehehe...then 1 day we all go out n have fun....=) that wud be super super fun..*cant wait to go out* hahaha..aikz, i gotta go kau dim my ragnarok thingy....cya tomoro...and also happy raya to all my frenz! =P

hihi

wassup ppl!! how y'all doing man!! im doing great......! hahaha...yesterday got pissed off by sum ppl..ahhh...dont wanna talk bout those thingz....! =) yay!! my archer bcome hunter liao~~ so darn happi...now oni lvl 78...later i wan 2 b super novice den change in2 sniper! lolzz! thinking so far..hahahah~~ okok...lets go straight to the point...hahaha...the past is the past....no point lookin bek, n regrettin d mistakez u have done.. sum ppl owez say like dis 'i wan 2 go bek 2 d past'..(i was like dat too,last time) well now, i learned nt 2 regret what we have done...the past is d past...dun always look bek....y dun we just look straight n try other new things than lookin at ur past, n regrettin it? i dun think its worth it loh..as 4 me la..hahaha...now, im reli sort of into a dilemma...i got no $$$ liao! serious!! i ting im gonna pokai liao~ sigh..my angpow $$$...-NO! i will never use it unless i really really need em! coz, sediakan payung sebelum hujan..money dun come easily...so i beta be guai guai..b thrifty..n save as much money as i can...=) hahahaha....=D hmm...lemme see, how much i spend these few dayz....ro card - rm15..n ro guide book rm20...this ro book duno wil get it anot coz fren haven sms me.....then ro kad-rm38..sigh..altogether how muc leh?? 15+20+38= 73 bucks!! gosh..its more than wat i expect! n even more than wat i shud spend!! lol..!! haihzzzzzzzzz....im thinkin reall hard...whthr to buy dis n dat...aihzzz.....sigh sigh sigh =.=" im just wishing dat my parents will gif me 50 buckz (if possible, hahaha =P) or they pinjam me sum money also can..aihzz..gotta be really thrifty these dayz!!!! LoL! g2g check ma ro! wahaahah..obessed wif it! lolz! deepy in luv wif it..hahahah..so exaggerating..hah! okie..i gtg...till then..ciao!!! =P

so happi!!

harlow people..few days din write blog di...forgotten...aiks >november chopin is out, but not all stores have it yet..samantha got it!!! whoa..>!!!!! the album is like so cun!! they gave a calendar...n like so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muackx muacks...aiks..i only got the burnt cd....samantha gave 2 steph to burn 4 me since we were in her hse...i first heard jay's new song nocturne on mtv..its soooooooooooooooo nice...luv it lots.....the video clip looked so sad....n the song also....but still nice!! i wondered how sam got it...so fast!!!gosh..i muz get one 4 myself when all stores got it...this song is unique..this album is sentimental....compared to the previous album, this one more soothing n sentimental.>!!!!! whooo!! jay!! gogogogo!! jay chou , luv ya lotz.....我爱你！！！！ 我太爱你了！！！！！！！！！！ 哈哈哈！！ 。sry..guess i am to obsessed with it..hahahaha..g2g palz..cya tomoro!!!!!! =P

morning peeps...

elo elo people..these days din write my blog..huhuhu miss my blog oledi! wake up write di..hahahaha..well well..i shall go straight 2 the point...do u feel sad when someone says bad or critisized u? of coz...its normal for us to feel sad or angry..well, i have experienced that...i used to get realllly furious....well well, later on, i learned that all these r even helpin me to build my confidence..hahahaha...its no weird at all...i learn not to care of wat others say....like the song 'all day'...i dun care wat they say abt me, its alright.....its alright..i dun care wat they think abt me, its alright..they'll geddit one day...this part is the most cun..hahahahaha....every one of us shud not care of wat others say....its their problem...if they like to gossip, let them larh...who r they...anyway?!? they r not so good after all...nobody is perfect..let them gossip lah..im sure God is fair..and they will kena one day....rememba dat day i was ill....tht day i reli felt uncomfortable..but by this, God is helping me..i don take this incident as something very malang or 'sui'.........i take this as something very beneficial...it does sound weird to u guyz..coz im sick, n im liking it??!?! lol...when im ill, i concentrated on God...im even closer to him after that incident! i have learned to rememba Him owez..i love Jesus lotzzzzzz!! now, i growing in Him..=) i wana be a fruitful servant of Him! =D when i look bek at my past, i realised i was like a childish gerl with her lame thinking...n i have hurt so many people...i feel guilty now...but some of them forgived me..and im very happy! coz its not easy to forgie sumone who hurt u before! well, im very happy about this...God has helped me..i thought he will never forgive me.....but he did!(my fren).. now,im growing stronger in Faith..i learned so many things...problems are helpin us secretly...itz just that we dunno dat..it helps us to concentrate on God, and even making us think maturely...it never rains, it pours..problems dont come one by one, it comes in a bunch...so wheneva u have a problem, turn to Jesus! there's no big problemz for Him! cuz He can solve everything! =D life has definitely ups and downz...coz life is not perfect...life is like a road....the road for us might not be straight..it can b narrow, with bumpz too....n we might fall...but wif Jesus, the road for us is straight...even if there r bumps, God will help us..cuz there's nothing impossible in Jesus! i can do all things thru Christ! i can even move the mountains...or even fly! hahahaha...ok..to the next point... when our loved ones leave us, we feel sad.....coz they left us...but we should not be sad...coz they r in Heaven...they left us bcoz God needs their help...=) we should think in a positif way...=) even though they left us, but they r still in our hearts..n we r missing them too...ystd i was flipping sum old photos, my parents marriage...they took the pictures...those were the dayz..they look so diff now..hahahahahah....n there's 1 picture i saw my grandpa....i still miss Him.....='( even though he departed already, he iz still in my heart..=) luv ya granpa lotzzzzz..... ok so guyz, if there r ppl talking bad abt u, juz dun care.....they'll get it one day...sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh juga....=D hahahahaha... n if u r sad with life, dont ever give up....coz living life to the fullest is the greatest achievement of all! u completed the race...=) if someone leaves u, dont be discouraged ...God needs their hand...and no matter wat, they r still in ur hearts...who knows, u might meet them in heaven later..=D