anyeunghaseyo..hah =P

helooo...well, today today..is friday....ma fave day! lolxxx...sigh, i have to go 2 skol coz of somthing..urgh....i dun wanna go 2 skul..but nex week, holiday liao~~ hah...im getting reli obsessed wif my blog..hah! infactuated with it....hehehehe =P okok...now i shall talk wat i wana talk..hehe..actuali, y r there sum ppl hu like 2 piss ppl off in tis world? sigh...they think they r cool, acting cool...but i think they reli rot...yucky... some ppl also do something w/o thinkin of other ppl's feelingz...they mite not realise dat they r hurtin sum1 else real bad...well, i admit i was liddat last tym..but now, i noe my mistake n im trying my best to change..=) n indeed, acoordin 2 ma frenz, i have changed..well...thats gud larhzz..thnk U Lord!! haha....n also, y r there so many hu r like taking us as floatz? (pelampung). we hve feelingz right...we get hurt.... some ppl r like sticking to u n wana b close 2 u wen their best fren is not there...den wen their best fren is ere, they juz like abandon us...wat r they tryin to do??? take us like that, n juz like..leave us without a trace...we r humanz...we have feelingz..plzzz do think before doing smth!! ergh...i tend 2 get irritated by these type of ppl..n when we try 2 tell them, they r like 'aiya..juzt ignore only..' ppl r like trying to tell u in a proper n polite way, n u juz like.........?? its kinda harsh n rude...n they dun realise....sigh.. some ppl...who betray their frens for the sake of luv..in my point of view, i dun think itz worth it...ur frens are the ones who hold u when u fall, b a shoulder 4 u 2 cry on...n u juz like betray them for the sake of luv??????i will neva eva betray my frens for luv...i dun think its even worth doing it...coz my frenz r much mo important...n i will always treasure them..=) if lets say u betray ur fren, lets say u like dat guy n dat guy likes u..but ur fren likes him too..den u couple wif dat guy....hw will ur fren feel? even if ur fren said that it doesnt matter, how do u feel? do u feel guilty? have u done the correct thing? dun worry, tis thing never happened to me..these kind of cases r common..so juzt wanna bring this matter up...no offence..=D hahaha..alright enough of this kind of thing, i wanna talk bout other things..kekekez.....sometimes the world seems unfair right? its like everything is not ur side, like they r against u.....n like wateva u do was not paid off....u tried ur best but u got nothing in return...u feel like its unfair ryt?well i feel that when i got my marks...for my exams...i was like disappointed..(very)..coz i studied like a nerd but i got nothing in return...some of my marks went up n yet sum went down too..i expected dat all will go up...but some went down..i felt like it was unfair coz some ppl din even study at all get high marks, but those hu studied soo much get very low marks...but i know, that this is not the end....yes yes, sometimes things seem unfair....but think first...there are always chances right? u may have failed today, n who knows that u may succeed tomorrow? things can change..drastically...tremendously...its sometimes different frm wat we expect.... but one thing, if u feel down, its still not d-day yet...u still have time...tomorow, next yr, or even the nex decade! if u fail, work harder....im sure ur hard work will get paid bak in return...if u have any problems, turn 2 Jesus...He can solve every single problem...there's nothing too big for Him to canot solve...He can solve every single thing.... =D if u have chances, appreciate them...they dun always come knockin on ur door...dun regret the chances that u have missed coz u din appreciate/ treasure them...i regretted some things actualli...some of the chances. i din appreciate..but when i tried asking for another one, i realised that it is 2 late...n there is nothing i can do...no chance meanz no chance...n the world wun change bcoz of this...juz wana say tis, aPpReCiaTe a|L uR cHanCeS! tHeY DuN CoMe EaSiLy! =)

hihi!!

alowww people...ahahaha..today din go skul..coz so boring ...nothing to do..so beta stay at home...hhehehe..just bought daniel's album few days ago...i sooo appreciate it! well, of coz lah, when that time he sang live for msian idol his voice was abit shaky there....but the recorded one his voice was much much beta!! lyk duh!! hahahaha...recorded mah...so they'll choose the best..daniel daniel!! jia you jia you!! his voice so sweeeeeeet.....great!! hehehehe..he is having his another album soon..it'll b out during raya time...=) i'll sure buy...no matter wat!! if im broke i will still buy..hahahahaha...no matter wut, i still like jaclyn also!! she roxx too!! her album is fantastic....luv her lotzzzzzz..muakcx muackz muackx!!! =P

back..

halo halo..juz now was so worried coz my ragnarok took sucha loooooooong time to install..heh~..well well...just now i was havin a terrible headache n neck stiffness...its so terrible...not liking it at ol!! my head felt so heavy....but now, its alright! yesterday was not well at all, had a slight fever.was very worried coz these are the symptoms of dengue fever. i was scared, i felt uncomfortable. my body was very hot, and it was aching. then i prayed to the Lord. the Lord haz indeed healed me! by today, i was alright. felt much better. thank you so much Lord, thank you for healing me. U r indeed a great Lord. there's nothing better than ur grace. Lord, i just wanna say, thank you so much...

a little note

to all my dear frenzzzzzz.......as guys u ol luv me so muchie, u guys r wiling to cheer me up, or even waste ur credit just to make me hapi...im very thankful n grateful 4 dat....so guys, if u feel lonely...or sad.....or if u feel like crying or voicing out ur feelinz just give me a call..im 24/7 there just 4 u guyz....time does not matter 2 me...if u call me at 3am, im there...or 6am, im there...or even 11pm, im still there...so dun think twice if u feel like callin or sms-in me...just dun hesitate...coz im owez there just 4 u guyz...i can b a shoulder 4 u 2 cry on....i'll try my best 2 gif ya advices....or even cheer u up =) if u r sad..lepaskan all ur isi hati...it makez u feel muchie beta...if u feel like crying, den just cry..don keep it in ur heart...if u r feeling heartbroken or sad...or if the world isnt on ur side....its not the end of da world yet..u still have me right?? i'll be there.....to share happiness or sadness with u..=) when ur hapi, i'll smile wif u..when ur sad, i wil cheer u up..im a fren who comes 2 u when the whole world walks out... if u have luv problems, u can call me oso..cuz im a love expert (kononnya, ahhaha) =P lolzz...i learn from experiences..=) so guyz, if u wanna call me just call me....k? luv u guyz soo muchie.......muakcx..

lolzz

yo wassap people...me juz came back from dinner..hahahaha...at crowne plaza hotel..it iz known was hilton hotel laz tym...the buffet dinner there was superb!! the seafood, cheese and the list goes on there is super super fresh! i tried the oysters, with lemon juice...it was so fresh..u can even taste da freshness!! its simply yummie...=P n then the sushi..the sushi okok lah..not bad...then the cheese...me n my bro tried all kinds of cheese...it was good..hehee...we tried all kinds of cheese, goats cheese, cheddar cheese n even blue cheese...! blue cheese is fermented chesse wic has those black stuffs on it...well, im a cheese fanatic....the fermented cheese which i call rotten cheese is not so nice..at the beginning it tastes quite good, but in the end, it tastes like u r eatin expired cheese...well, these type of cheeses go well with red wine..cheeses are nice if u noe how 2 enjoy...=) haha..i also love the crepe!! sooooooooooo yummy!! i loved it sooo much! it is pancake with ice cream....simply delicious!!! ooh lala!! hahaha....it was really good...i didnt expect it to be so delicious..the pancake is soft and hot....with the ice cream, it enters ur mouth n it tickles ur tastebuds!! hahahaaha..too sot liao...please excuse me..=) n the the chocolate fountain!! it is so cool.....chocolate fountain ...!! u r suppose to dip strawberries n melons in the choc fountain....but i din dip those stuff in the choc fountain..i let the choc in da fountain flow in my melons n strawberries.....so delicious..the chocolate was warm n sweet..im in paradise...=P ahahhaha....n the pasta, it was well-prepared too..the cheese was well balanced....great food...sigh, today i ate so muchie of delicious n yummie food....im gonna grow fatter..sigh! sure gona tambah at least 1kg...sigh..nevermind, tomoro i go run! hehhe..i luv runnin so muchie ma...hehe =) i felt like i was in paradise..kekekekz...sumore at nite kl really rocks!! the colourful lights really brighten up the city..haha..with all the pub n bars, its so cun...feel like going there once i reach 18..hahaha..or maybe some pubs/bars/disco in hartamas there...i heard there not bad also..kl got more choices...the atmosphere is muchie 'suang' at the middle of d nyt..hehehe...zouk is very cun..they say only sum ppl oni can go there....if u noe the staff who work there, den only u can go wor...wow..sure its very high class..n exclusive too...dat day my pet bro went 2 zouk there..ehhehe..once i reach 18, i ask him bawa me go there..kakakaka...=)

ohayo...

hey hey....gud morning...yesterday was kinda fun...me n steph straightened our hair heheheheh...it was fun..hahahahahaah..u can feel the heat of ur hair...den u see the edges of hair very very straight..! hehehehe...i wanna buy the hair straightener thing..just play play only...the ralph lauren's cool very very sweet smell man!! i kept on smellin it =P cz it was too nice liao weh..really..the smell is very sweet... i read frm d magazine dat it is made frm exotic fruits like kiwi, cucumber n the list goes on....then diz perfume is mainly for confident woman...like me! hahahahahah =P...but i really really lurveeeeeeeeeeeeeee de smell....dunno why im obsessed wid perfumes nowadays.... sneakers + clothes + perfumes..things im tergila-gilakan.hahaha...all these i must buy..so muz save money..nowadays din go shoppin lorhz cz exam mar..but im planning 2 go mv during raya holidae..hehehhee....wanna go n shop kau kau!! lolzzzz...i wana buy sneakers lah, but if i buy that, can lah, but then no money liaoz to buy other stuffz...sigh...so must save money!!!! hahahaha...=) perfumes + sneakers + clothes, here i come!! hahahahaha =P

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i dono y i feel so sad now....death is leaving the world, to another place....it can bring us pain,tears and sadness....why so many ppl die at such a young age? i feel bad..i feel like crying for them...why cant they enjoy life much longer..but everything is fated..it makes us shed a tear...even breaking our heart...life is unpredictable...

for the Lord hath comforted his people, and will have mercy upon his afflicted.
-isaiah 49:13b

blessed are they that mourn : for they shall be comforted
-matthew 5:4

casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.
-I peter 5:7

fear thou not; for i am with thee: be not dismayed; for i am thy God: i will strengthen thee; yea i will help thee; yea, i will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness
-isaiah 41:10

and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
-revelation 21:4

2day..

hey..today is okok for me...not going school cuz its so boring...n we r getting bak our markz..bu suang one...lolzz..got back makrs for sum subjects oledi..there is improvement ! hehehehe ^^ hapi leh..but got 2 subjects i turun liao..geo n moral!! moral everybody also same like me...the give the dasar thingy....aiyorhhH!! so susah......n geo..i 3 more marks 2 a...y cant teacher tambah markah for my proj leh!!! sad...='(..n my kh!! i few mo marks get a only...my elektronik proj ok wut..xcep 4 buzer only mah!!...but other ppl buzer not workin samo get full markz one!! where can likedat one!! so unfair..i ask teacher but she dun wan 2 give me...aiyarh!! few mo marks oni wer...dun so kedekut ma,,but nvm lah, at least i got improve..bi i not yet get oh, my teacher very strict..n her permintaan so high..lil bit thing she tolak markah....aihh...but bi ok lah.can get 'a' one..not chuan lah...i think only....hahahahaha... maths leh i duno...duno wil get 'a' anot..paper 1 get 34 oni....ada peningkatan..=) hahahaha...then sej, i got a..thnk God..sej i paling fear most!! bm i get a!! wahahahah....so hapi..my bm vry cha....tis tym got a wor!! sooooooooooooo happi...the mid term tym i din study at all..i mean got lah, but all last minit...datz why get so terrible markz lah...but this term i reli studied! u ask my fren lah, dey ask me 2 play also i dunwan coz i wanna study..den they all ejek me say tis n dat..hahahahahah...=) next yr pmr lorh...i must work supa hard! i wanna get straight 'a's...but i duno whether i'll get straight anot....but i noe tat if i work hard, my hard work will get paid off....! =) next year, i wun online so muchie d lorhz...next yr i will b good girl...not lik tis yr, everytime also play play one..next yr i will do my proj properly di..muchie beta than tis yr! i i can do it!! ganbatte!! i noe dat i mus study hard if i wanna get good resultz..i will study hard! i wun play play liao...i will do all my hmk..not like this yr (haha)..this yr im lazy like a worm..next yr im gonna be as hardworkin as n ant! lol.....so kuah cheong..lolzzz...next yr, i will b a gd gerl d...=P

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yesterday was such a sad day...a person who i admire most passed away...yesterday the sky was gloomy, and the black clouds were gathering..then it was pouring...i reli wanted to cry when i saw it on tv...she was such a great person...she did charity...she revived batik...she is a nice, and caring woman...but why does she have to leave us? everything is fated....she is a humble woman, who is wiling to lend a hand to everybody..my heart realy dropped when i saw the news on tv...i was holding my tears back...but i really feel sad deep down in my heart core...but i know, everything is fated...even though she has left us, but i know her heart is with us.... we will still remember her in our hearts..we miss u dearly...

="(

today o today....something happened in skul...i broke down in skul today....so embarassing..of coz i cried bcoz of sum rizen lahh...itz like, i was weeping and the whole world was looking at me..embarassing...very....some of them misunderstood that 1 of my fren made me cry..lol..itz not that, its because of my problem frm the previous post...something liddat...my close frens were being very sory 4 me, so they forced my fren 2 apologize 2 me..lol...but itz definitely not that..itz bcoz of dat prob...n i when i went online today...the whole world started to ask me 'joanne, why u cry?' im sooooooo embarassed..watudo lah, im an emotional person...i cry easily..my heart is fragile..gets hurt very easily..but today was like not me..coz in skul im de cheerful type, running around n cracking some jokez around..but today...i just like sob...=( well after crying out...it feels good...hah ..i mean u feel much beta..ur heart not so pressured larh...u lepaskan all ur sadness....n u feel relieved...my frens were all comforting me, they were like surrounding me even though it is oledi recess time...they were comforting n huggin me...thanks pals....then 1 of my bez fren teman me 2 toilet to wash my face...my eyes were so red..and my fren was like comforting me...she was very hungry, but she still teman me....i feel very guilty coz i buli her alot..i scold her...this n that..i feel so guilty...i apologized 2 her, n she say that it doesnt matter at all...she was so patient of me...if i was her, i reli get piss off...but she was so nice..she's one of the nicest fren i eva had...and she's vanaja...=) even though i juzt knew her last yr but we r now like best frens tht have known each other for 20 yrs...she is there when i need her....love her lotz.....then jo yee n rosie was like hugging me....saying some comfortin words..love d both of u sooooooo muchie!!.=D n some of my frens tried to make me laugh...but that didnt reli worked...hah! but still, thanks alot...i feel very guilty now lah..to those of my frens who i owez scold them, so sry..after tiz incident, i realized how precious are my frenz!! i don wanna lose u guyz...cuz i need ya..w/o ya, my world wud be empty....i reli cant afford 2 lose u guyz...if i have hurt or said something hurting 2 u all, i wanna say sory!!!!!!!! im willing to do anything 2 menebus dosa!! vry vry sory!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well well, no point looking at the past..wat happened 2day is considered the past...so i shud look in front and appreciate wat i have rite now...n enjoy life too...move on n look straight owez...don ever give up on small things...dun let it weaken ur spirit...when u fall down, stand up! stand up,walk n run! b brave....if u r sad, just cry out..dun think twice if u feel lyk crying..juz cry! coz u will feel much beta when u cry!! alright..i have one lazt sentence...

-Thank u frens for ur concern,love n care! muakcz!! =)

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today i duno wat happen 2 myself.today is like not me...i dono why i feel liddat...as usual, i screwed up my exams...my marks is sure going down...n i might turun class also..i studied hard..real hard..but why i get nothing in return? i studied until the wee hours of morning...then i wake up early just to study...but i get nothing in return...i feel that itz so unfair..i reli don wanna turun class..T.T n 1 thing, im really upset with..they r controlling me..saying i canot be closer with 1 of my fren...he's 1 of my fren dat comes to my world when my whole world goes out...he is my my best fren...i really love him, as a fren of coz...n they think differently..they think the rong thing wic i fear most...why o why? i just wan my freedom...i rather give everythin i own for the sake of freedom...they cant take everythin frm me xcep my freedom..why..............i reli wanna noe why..............i need some air to breathe...im reli stuck up with ol this of thingz...he is my best fren...i cant lose him...pls dun mistaken, he is my best fren oni..not my crush or whatsoever k..plz not mistaken..i reli get angry when ppl say n think liddat even tho i told them so many timez.....my mood rite now is kinda bad..feel lyk breaking down... im so not in the mood 2day....but i noe that Jesus will cheer me up..sure he does...He workz in mysterious ways...and He did....Lord, thank you for giving me peace in my mind,heart and soul...just listened to the song 'Lord u r good'....by don moen..when im sad, this song was suddenly played on my playlist...'Lord, u r good..u r good..n ur mercy 4eva endures..' yes, indeed it is...im sure that Jesus will hold my hand thru this obstacle im going thru...He will definitely will..

ma burfdae!!

ola!! hey hey..todays my burfday....so hapi + touched...when i went 2 skul, my frens greeted me..den in class..they were like singin the burfdae song so darn loud...kinda malu..den ystd meninder go n announce to the whole tuition dats its my burfday 2moro...1 my crappy fren even bought a lighter n say 'hapi burfday,' n he made a spark of fire..hahahahaha.to all my beluved frenz, thank u soo much!!! thx 4 all ur msgz...hahaha..although i cant reli sleep well cuz dam bising the msg beep sound, but itz worth..it..thanks frenz!! thx 4 all ur presents, wishes , ur care n ur love 4 me all these while.....i love ya guyz so muchie...thx 4 makin my day so luvly!! i reli appreciate it lotz....i wished that it wud stay like tis everyday...hehehehehe...all my dear frenz, thx so much!! love ya guyz a lot....muackz muackx muakczz!!! =)

yozZ! ^-^

ello...now im listening 2 wake me up when september ends..such a sad song..the lyrics so sad....video clip also sad... its such a sad song...but yet nice 2 listen..wakakakka ^^ im so bored la now, i was staring at the comp when i got bak..so boring.....was searching for music scores..managed to find my fave ayashi no ceres !!! the theme song scarlet is soo nice..managed to get the music scores...so happy..i luv dat song...!!! its so nice...actually anime theme songz all not abd la..inuyasha and naruto ones not bad...i like the inuyasha every heart sang by boa and come by namie amuro...so nice..!! naruto leh i like wind and sadness n sorrow...kinda nice la.. sum anime very nice..i really wanna watch love hina...but i lazy 2 download..hahahahaaa.....fruit baskets my fren say vry vry nice...maybe i will watch dat..planning 2 watch those things right after examz... i still lyk ranma even though axn always repeat that show..ranma very funny ^-^ esp ranma,akane shampoo and genma...all of em so so cute..ranma n akane owez act like they dislike each other..they behave like they r at loggerheadz...but actually deep inside their heart core, they actually have feelings 4 each other...itz just dat they dun show it... so cute...=P if i wake up a little bit early then i'll tune it to animax..well the anime there is also not bad..just that itz on ch 15..where those ppl chat..so the screen there abit small la..music instrumentz....i love d piano...sometimes...hahaha ^^..when exam comez, i'll hate the piano..den i wun practise..den my music teacher will scold me..biasa lah...hahahaha...after exam, the feeling is so great..so relieved so happy...get to play wateva songs i like...love it!!! =) kinda hapi today o..cuz tomoro got no skul..wuahahahhaha ><" but tues have to go back 2 skul 4 duty...again!!! bu suang eh! sure kena marah from senior..bla bla bla...then on thurs exam!! s usual lah, i not yet study yet..have to start studying tomoro..no tym di...i plaing dun like science...got form 1 also...yerr...geram la...maths okok la..hope itz easy lor...bi no problem..wuahahahah~~ bm a bit scared..cuz my bm very cha one..hahahahaha..^^ next yr pmr, i will have to work super hard to achieve wat i wan..den i will have no tym 2 go online n surf de net lorhz....i find some languagez very unique n beautiful..such as chinese,korean n japanese...hehehehe....wanna learn japanese n korean laa...hahahah..during the holidays laa...kekekeez...after exams, can play ro back lor!! kinda miss it la..cuz so long din play di, den now play bak....hehehehehhe ^^

gambatte! jia you! ka yao! anda boleh! u can! =P

ola!!!! back.........

halo halo....today is sunday................sunday is a nice day....i get 2 hang out with all my frenz, have loads of fun....indeed of course i had bundlez of fun!! wakakakakakak...today was like so cool...my mood 2day was just okokokok only....at the borderline of average...urgh...some problems are thrown into me, even tho itz not my fault...but later on, i was my old self again..the happy go lucky girl with her giggling laughs...hehehe ^^ since 2 days ago, i was very irritated wif the dumb dust mites!!!!! itz biting my skin..its like so not comfortable..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate it lah........................................eeeew...klah...gotta ciaozzzz.....................................tata =P

God is good all the time!

God is really good all the time...and all the time, He is good....=D He has shown me the right way..He has guided me, holding my hand to walk bravely ....Our Lord is wonderful all the time.. He works in mysterious ways...He loves every one of us in this sinful world..Even though we still commit sins, He still loves us...God has really taught me to live strong. Even though i had many sad incidents that really breakes my heart, He has taught me to live life confidently. His blessings are too marvellous for words. Nothing is better than his fruitful blessing. When i grow day by day, I pray that i will grow to be a firm and fruitful servant for Him as i love Him so much.He has indeed touched my heart and healed me too. Lord, thank you for everything that you have gave me.

Holy is the Lord...

i can c the angels gathering,
round da Throne to bring an offering,
of praise to the King of all Kings,
itz Jesus..

i can hear their voices singing loud,
bringin anthemz in a glorious cloud,
of praise to the King of all Kings,
itz Jesus....

nations wil join n men wil confess,
declaring ur Holy Righteousness,
giving their heartz,their lives, their all
to the King of Glory...

mountains declare and oceans roar
all of creation stand in awe,
join wif them now in 1 accord
holy is the Lord..

all of de angels stand n sing,
the anthem of heaven loudly ringz,
hear them proclaim tis offering..
holy is The Lord...

Lord, thank you so much..There's nothing better than your wonderful blessing...

praise HIM!

lookin out my window,
i c the trees blowing in the breeze,
lookin out my window,
i c the brids flying in the sky

n i knw,
wif just 1 breath,
U created the whole world,
n i knw,
if i dun praise U,
the rockz will soon cry,out,cry out,cry out

Praise Him! Lift Ur voicez, Lei it ring, throughout all th earth!
Praise Him! Let all men know tht, Jesus Christ , He is alive!!

JESUS ROCKZ!!

back!!!!!!!!!!! whewwww

hi eevrybody!!! just finished my theory exam..quite tough la, but managed to do it =P i was being extra extra careful...trying not to make any mistake...hahahahaha. there's 1 quiestion i dont know..the german term...i was like staring blankly at it cuz i din study german terms..then i looked at the piece, then i tembak lor...hahaha..den i checked my book, it was correct!!!! i was like so darn happi.....thank U so much O Lord....n also thanks to all my dear friends who had prayed for me...U guys are the best!! but overall the exams was ok la, compared to this year's earlier ones our end of the year one was a little bit tougher....hahahaha...im so happy now..thanks alot Lord!! U were there with me, guiding and holding my hand....Gracious God, thank you so much! You are indeed the best!!!


sooooooooo happy!! wakakakakakakakaka smile owez!! @_@

goodness...

gudness! im falling sick soon.....its so not good..today when i woke up i felt my body so hot...samo when i walk also a bit dizzy....i was so scared, cuz these are some of the symptoms of dengue fever...i din even have the apettite to eat also...so i prayed, and Thank God, i was ok....but now, the weather now is reali terrible..its so freaking hot out there...sucks alot..sigh..im drinking lots of fluids now..to avoid heatiness and being sick..exams are near..cant afford 2 be sick di....my music exam is just tomorrow...im so-called-not-redi now..still worried...but i know that i can do well in it..^^ the stupid weather now is making me more sick...urGh..its just so hot!!!!!!!!!! and now also i feel a little bit headache oledi...tomorrow..tomorrow....the exam.....ahh.....i cant get this out of my head..then after wards, skul exam...exams coming one and after...T.T so not nice...i cant even enjoy a few days of holiday...my head is so heavy now................................................................................itz so downright suckish...i dun even feel comfortable.......my neck also a little pain..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so terrible.........i dun wanna be sick...=(


being sick sucks!!! u cant eat this and that..!! one word- SUCXXXXXX!!! =(

yoyoyoyo!! wassap...kekez..

hi o!!! back again...wakakakaka..well..today i managed to study..thank God..wakakakakkaka ^^but i only finish reading the first topic..hahahahahaha ^^ just flipped thru da pages..muahahahhaa....den after watch tv...den online now la...hahahahaha...the tv is my main weakness..i'll get hooked up wif it if got any nice show...sigh..thats why la..when i study, i need silence..if not, sure cannot concenrtate one..if got music, also cannot concentrate...its a diff story if im doing hmwk...wakakakakakaka...exam exam exam...dats on ma mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i sooooo dun like it..........makes me worried only..sighhhhhhhhHhHhhHhHhHHH..afterwards got bm tuition..so sien..............sure got hmk.....lazy 2 do larhzzz..kekekekez ><" how i wish i can skip all the exams and just do wateva i want.....that wud be great man! =) hahahahaha....today 2 of my guppy fishes died...='( sad sad....they have nice colours.....sad....yesterday one died..today 2...sad...sad....but i love to see my litte guppy fishes swimming..hahaha..^^" and when i feed em, i love to see them rushing towards me...kekekekez ^^ my fishes seem so happy, free frm worries and like so happy-go-lucky. they just like swim here n there, eat and sleep...no problems...i see like they live very happily..!! if there is no hatred in this world, how wonderful is it right?? there wont be war..no fight...no enemies...how peaceful...no bombing ere n there..if there was no sadness in this world, how good...then nobody will commit suicide..the world is a happy place to be... n if there is no poverty in this world, it would be so lovely..i wanna make poverty history! kekekz..like the concert...hahahaha...if no poverty, there wun be children suffering from malnutrition...how good isnt? then there wont be children dying so young.. sometimes i reali wish dat i was a supergirl...i knw, it sounds lame...but i reli wish to change the world into a better place..i wanna make sadness disappear from this world..jus only happiness..n then, no poverty..then everybody will have no worries about money...then they can live in a better condition..and one more,i don want the word hatred exist in the dictionary..then no war..i want the word love to exist..then it will surround the world...then no bombings...and the world will be a much better place to live..happiness and peace fills the air..not hatred...then everybody will live happily....

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worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried worried + scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared !!!!!!!

can u see now how WORRIED + SCARED am i now??? i desperately ned sum1 to cheer me up and to build ma confidence!! ='(

wheeee..back

holla everybody...morning! i really like the song MIMPI...it is really WONDERFUL + MEANINGFUL ...the composer, pot somthing somthing frm innuendo has done a good job! its a nice song....'dengarkan suara mimpiku, bertemakan namamu senantiasa selalu , selalu' hahaha..and GEMILANG also...really really nice...wakakaka...well well well...today, my mood is lyk normal..as usual, i cannot concentrate..!!!!!!! i tell myself to study, but still can...sigHhHhHhhH...each time i open my text book or reference book, i tend 2 feel sleepy n den fall asleep...ZzZzZzZz..Lord, please give me the strength...!!! please!! 2 mo days 2 my music exam....aihh...i really duno wat to study..i left my reference book with my fren..how am i going 2 study??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!? sigh...thank God lah, dat she can pass to my the other fren 2 pass it 2 me....sighhhhhhhh...today i woke up my nose is sooooooooooo pain...worse than ystd..!!!!!!!!!!! but now, it doesnt reli hurt laa....science is sooooooo boring...used 2 like it..but now, nononononono!! so boring laaaaa...maths okokok la..but tend 2 get frustrated sumtymez...wakakakakaka...^^" bm okokok only la...bi okok la....bi considered my fave subj lor..sej definitely n0!!!!! sej is so boring..samo have to memorize so many thingz o...gila wan...!!!! art is nice la, when drawing one..not objektif..objektif useless one.. geo is ok la, but still dun like..poetry...im kinda into it nowadays...with those very expressive and descriptive ones...but i prefer sad poems than happy poems...wakakakaa....^^" sad poems are easier to write...i luv poems...i do write them...hahahahaha =P..heard dat my lougong jay chou's new album coming out in november!!!!!!!!!! wahahahahaha ^^" so hapi..must buy o..dat time in his concert it was soooo fun.. his songs were all vry vry nice! we saw vick from MI1 there...1st i tot it wasnt..then my cuzin go n asked him..den we took pic of him (of cuz la (haha)) den suddenly so many gang cum n take pic wif him...we were the first 2 take pic with him!!! /peace.. =P

sleepy + boring

holla!! isnt my blog colourful? kekekekz...i like all colors ma...so mah put diff diff colors lo!! aihh..im so sleepy and sien now...wats going 2 happen tomorrow...my head is very heavy now la...maybe i had not enuf of sleep...i totaally so don like eyebags..!!!!so sickening...i have eye bags..its reli terrible..esp @ nite...sux a lot la...no matter how long i sleep or wat gel i apply also, no use!!!!!!! man....but my mom say dat having enuf of sleep is not enuf...u must sleep early wor...sighHhHHhH..sleep before 10??!?!?!? dat was my reaction when my mom told me...sigh....i canot sleep before 11pm...i just cannot..i count how many sheeps or do anything also same ...^^" the power of JOANNE....lame!!!!!!! hahahahahaah..heaven knows by rick price and daniel is reli nice...the lyrics and the meaning of the song does touched me and bring tears to my eyes..'maybe my luv will cum bak sumday, only heaven knows..' so touching...im listening 2 da song now also feel like sobbing...='| no matter wat song i listen also i cry..hahaha ><" malunya...i mean those got meanings n sad sad ones la..not those happy happy ones la..takkan i cry over like hooberstank's songz meh...sott de..hehee ><" i love to listen nice nice soothing songs with guitars plucking n a touch of piano songs..its so relaxing..it makex u forget all ur sadness and stress..or maybe some jazz or blues will do...hahaha..listening this type of songs in the night iz reli suang...i prefer to listen rock or any type of songs in the afternoon...hahaha...got time one..><" no la..its just that i prefer this n that only..im s stuck up with BU DE BU AI BY PAN WEI BO AND BEI FUNG CHUI GUO DE SHA TIAN BY JJ... AND ALSO THE LATEST SONG BY STEFANIE SUN...forget the title adi...bu de bu ai is soooooooooooooo niceeeeee!!!! n bei fung chuo guo de sha tian.one word - nice!!!!!!!!!!1 hahahaha...n the aec song also .....the shou zi shou...hand in hand...very the nice...wakakakaka....sleepy la ~_~ but feel like posting more posts to make my blog look more colourful!! @-@ =P

im back...return of the jedi.. hahahahha so lame ^^

holla!! hahaha..just came back from my music class...had bunch uf fun there...ejek ppl, singing n doing all sortz of stupid lame things....but teacher;s mood was bad .....so we didnt dare to make so much of noise...or else we kena scolding teruk teruk..if her mood is bad, all u have to do is 2 be very very careful..cuz if u make any careless mistake, she'll scold ya..hahahahaha....okokok...let me write wat i wan 2 write here..not abt my music teacher..waakakakak.....tis week considered very malang or 'sui' hahaha...do i sound like those mak cik2?? hehheeh =P..u noe wat..d day before n ystd i had gastric pain..it was excruciating, agonizing and very painful.. hahahaah so kuah....nolah..its reli..and today..wen i was washing my face i ter-hit my nose..awwwwWwWw...today it started 2 hurt kinda badly!!!!!!! sucks man....n samo, my music exam..argH!!!!!! im very very the careless....hope on the day i wun do any careless mistake lor.....hope i can get merit, or distinction..^^" i can do it!! HAVE SUM CONFIDENCE IN URSELF..JOANNE!! wahahahah...^^ i can sure do it !! wakakaka...im so happy now..my mom actually let me ONLINE..hahahaha..i told her dat i need to relax my mind...then she just nod her head...wakakakakakak ^^ see how powerful my wordz are...hahahaa....^^" the song dat is JIAN DAN AI by my lougong jay chou very the touching..almost cried after listening to the song plus lyrics too...TONG HUA by guang liang also very sad...but yet, very nice!! the video clip was sooooo sad....T.T wen these are played on d piano, it reli goes well!! love it..i forgotten the music scores di..hahaha^^ so muz brush up on it..!! haihzz...dunno why today i so HAPPY NEH...sott sott de...hahaha...suddenly i think of my ONE AND ONLY beluved sneakers la...i wanna own all the sneakers in all sport shoes shops in msia!! aiyah...so lame one..i really like the red nike valentine one laaa.....but msia dun have one de...sad..sad..if msia got also i canot buy la..i broke di..must use money wisely liao..holiday coming o..keep thinking of it..neva study also..canot concentrate laaa!! so sien man....keep thinking of watudo aft the exams... wan to go watch movie neh...i love movies...hahaha..cant live w/o em!!!!! i wanna buy a new bag also..maybe the radioactive wan lor, or tl..but mostly i prefer tl lorh...or maybe plastic or eX..cuz al their bags very nice o..hahaha...so must save money di lor..dun simply spend here n there lor..money dun drop frm sky...money dun cum easy ma..must learn frm dat d..wahahaah....=P ^^

T.T

ok...im back...i wanna voice out my feelings now...nowadays i;ve lost my CONFIDENCE AND TRUST i really dunno why..since the previous incident, to me love is nothing...n itz a just a waste of time..i really dunno why..why do i have negative thoughts??? why am i so pessimistic? i use to believe dat TRUE LOVE existz..but now i dont...i think love is like a natural 'phenomena'..love is like u r having a 'special connection' with dat particular person..having deep feelings for him/her.. well, to me...love doesnt mean the whole world to me..yes yes, i believe dat LOVE DISSOLVES HATRED..but i really lost my trust in love..love is like a strawberry to me..SWEET YET SOUR..does true and eternal love exists?????? i dunno...i reli reli dunno...love is like u feel really sweet in the beginning, then afterwards u will feel sour/bitter in the end...just like a STRAWBERRY...rite?? i use to be a small girl, being naive in everything..but now, NO MORE..im no longer a small girl...i know wats right n wrong..n wat isnt...i use to hate myself n then cry over my mistakes...but now, i've learned to grow up, forget past mistakes and move on with life...life has to go on..sometimes i feel that LIFE SUXXX...but nowadays, i've changed my mind...Life is wonderful...great..and everything....God has changed me ...He has taught me to live life stronger..and be confident in wateva i do...now, im happier,merrier and mroe cheerful...life is ordinary...but live it EXTRAORDINARY!! i alwayz rememba dat motto ...life is GREAT IF U KNOW HOW 2 ENJOY..well now, my main priority is to study study study...(not a nerd, ok..ahhaha ^^)..hahaha..alright..i wanna share some of my past.. last time i really wanted to be special..cuz im not satisfied wif myself...i feel dat im ugly and lonely..im un-special and boring... i use to cry over that...and my mood goes down down down...i used to blame myself for being this that...but now, ive changed....im happy with myself cuz IM SPEICAL...im glad now...wOww..i feel so lega now after voicing out everything dat i kept in my heart..so happy..LIFE IS FUN..LIFE IS FULL OF MYSTERY...BUT ONE THING IS TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! DUN EVER GIVE UP..DUN SHED A TEAR IN FRONT OF THOSE PPL HU WANT TO SEE U FALL! gtg...ciaozzzz!!!! =D

whooooo...

wakakakaka...kinda flattered cuz can write another post..wooo ^o^ ahhahaa..sounds verry lame...hahaha....ok...i shall start wat i wan 2 rite now...im seriously having problems with myself...i tell myself not to do dat, but i still do dat n then i regret this n dat...i really wanna grow in Christ..i reli want to be a fruitful servant of Him...i really pray dat i can be one..dat He will guide me..and hold my hand...Lord, i'm really sorry for wat i did....i always say that i wun do it but yet i repeat it...Lord,im sorry for wat i did..i reli want to grow in U.. Lord, please guide me thru...Help me to get thru this obstacle....Thank U so much Lord for answering my prayers..U r indeed powerful...Lord, i really want to grow in U faithfully..i want to be a firm n faithful Christian...Lord, please forgive me...Help me Lord...thank U so much Gracious God...U r indeed wonderful beyond description....Amen... .

lalalala

im kinda glad cuz i can create another post..wakakakaka...im so happy lyk a lark...so happy as if im marrying CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY..hahahahah...my mom's not seeing, of cuz...hahahaha...^^ im reli OBSESSED wif my blog..dunno why...i just lurveeeeeee it..hahahha ^^ of cuz wat, my own blog wor...hehehehe...exams exams exams...they r on my mind...sighHh...it keeps bothering me....will i do well??? i dunno lah..but hope so lor...k..gtg..tata =P

holla!! well well well...im actually curi2 online one..my mom doesnt noe...cuz she's out..ahahahha =P she forced me to study..n i cant even concentrate anything...DUMB MATHS!! its actually okla..maths...but i dislyk loci n the list goes on///often get CONFUSED!! but now okokok di laa...my maths is considered ok (haha)..i mean reli laa..not to brag neh...if my mom sees me now...not studying but inf ront of the comp she'll kill me!!!!!!! so this will be a vry short post, compared 2 the previous ones...hahahahha... i'll try my best to write a post wen my mom's out ... well, if she knows...its DOOMSDAY 4 me..hahaha/..today my mom is kinda WORRIED + SCARED + LAZY ..i try 2 study but i cant...haihhzz...wats happening to me...ok...i really gotta ciaoz..my mom coming bak anytym di..ciaozzzz....byeEeEeEEE!! =P

back!!!

halo!! finally im back..lolzzz...well...nowadays im so obsessed with sneakers!! i donno why lah...but i really reli love sneakers!! dis website has very cun collection of shoes...ah..wish i can have em... www.pickyourshoes.com .i reli love the shoes there..esp the nike air valentines one...so nice arrr..so colourful...too bad lah, can only see but cannot have it...T.T sneakers sneakers sneakers...im totali into it....sport shoes is a diff story..not reli into it...but sneakers, YES!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahah...well well well, my mood today is GOOD .. exams r just around the corner....haih...my music exam clashes with my skul exam laa...sigHh.. i reli dunno which one to study first...sighH...anyway i so long din go shopping di...sigH....later i'll be banned from my computer... VERY LAME!!! juz bcos of this exam, i'll be banned frm the computer....aiyorh..not suang at ol.... why laaa....this is my last blog di laaa....i'll return here about 2 weeks later...sigHhH...such a looooooooooooong tym... anyway, bak to happier things ^^ im a big fan of ragnarok...but now i canot play cuz u noe, exams near..n the EINBROCH VERSION was really nice..wanted to try it,...saw it in anime tech when i was with esther...den i bot it...but i bot the wrong version!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 so geram!!!!!!!!! i shud have opened my eyes laaaaa...siGh...maybe i was tooe xcited kuar....i planned 2 buy the malay version after the exams....sighHh...i really wanna go out 4 movies after the exams!! well after the exams everything will be oookay....no STRESS, WORRIES ...then can go shopping non stop..hahahha ^^.. have to save money......T.T i will use my $ wisely alredi..i reli wanna watch APRIL SNOW ..!! got son ye jin, n bae yong jun....its showing in the end of october..yesS! ngam ngam after my exams...but skul is still on....well, actually can ponteng wan de...hahahaa..exams over di maa....my birthday is coming soon..kinda DELIGHTED! hahaha....2 days ago i had dinner with my whole family...it was soo fun, cuz according to dat da of the chinese calendar, it was my grandma's birthday!! it was soooo FUN!! we ate the secret recipe's choc banana...it was 1 1/2 recipes...so much to eat!!!!! then we had red wine n bailey;s coffee...my grandma is a reli LOVING,CARING AND ALL THE POSITIVE CRITERIAS U CAN FIND ..she is very nice to us..but my aunt n mom told me before, dat she is very garang last time..!! i seriously CANNOT believe it..she is like soooooo NICE to us...i reli cannot imagine her being garang to us...i loveeeee DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES a lot....i love it lots...new season coming out soon...got new character..i hope it will be as nice as the 1st season... n ONE TREE HILL, dat show also very cun....LUCAS (CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY) is so cute there..hahaha...i reli prefer him 2 be with peyton..not brooke...i cannot stand brooke!!!! she is so SICKENING, IRRITATING AND THINKS SHE IS THE BEST.. she scolded peyton so mean n sarcastic..YeRrR!! brooke haz problems with her brains!! ahH..itz just only a show...hehehehe ^^ i love baking cookies n muffins....SO SUANG!! hahaha...my mom pormised dat she'll teach me after the exams...hurray!! then i can make it all by my own!!!!!!!! hahahahaha..i LOVE ALL MY MY BEST FRIENDS..w.o them , im just a plain paper wic is purely WHITE..but now, i have sum beautiful colours!! my friends are really PRECIOUS to me...i really LOVE EM..to all of my best friends, thanks sooo much for being there when i need u guyz...thanks a billion for sharing with me my sadness and happiness.... thanks for all ur advices n care...thanks sooooo much!! U GUYZ ROCK MY WORLD! luv ya |oTzZ! =P

bored...

my first blog..finally...i wanted to create it yesterday but this e-blogger thingy was on maintainence..haha...i decided to have a blog cuz i wanna write my feelings n my thoughtz here...like a diary.. well, im still amateur in this..haha ^^ later will get to know mroe stuffz about it...haha..since this is my first post, i wun reli write very long...anyway im also stuck up with lotsa things...i ave to go to school 2day!! so not suang.. have to do those duty..ahhhhhhhhhhhh -_-" why dun they give holiday maa...sigh...anyway later going out with me friends....hahaha...sure going bananas one...lolzzz...oklah..i gotta go..later i'll write a post much much longer....